i skinned my knee.

im done with my wisdom tooth extractions.

god. 4 at a go is not funny at all. not funny. seriously.

the best part was the waiting time.

omg. SO LONG. i swear i nearly died waiting.

told me to come at 11am. and my surgery was like at nearly 2pm.

that 3 hours were seriously slow.

and my turn came,

the doctor was like. hello, you ready?

what PES? are you a chao keng warrior? i laughed hard.

he told me the first guy today was gay and messed up the timing. LOL.

i knew he was trying to let my heartbeat slow down.

and he asked what rank?

and by that time, he had placed oxygen on my nose.

and he told me, 3SG AFIZZUL, keep your eyes open.

and booms. im gone.

the next i know. it was alr 3 plus,

and i cant talk properly. i talk very gibberish.

and the best part, i when i talk, i tried to smile and the nurses find it amusing.

haha.

they kept trying to call my cousin.

and i asked them not to because she was working. god.

my mind was spinning and all i want to do was sleep.

they woke me up again at 4pm and asked if i could get changed.

HAHA. i told them awhile more and by then, i walked myself to the changing room and

i looked at myself. not so bad. but i was like a vampire. keep sucking blood.

and then, the pain invisibly hit on me. OMG. PAIN. haha.

i waited for my cousin to pick me up.

and once i got home.

I WAS GONE ON THE BED till 9plus.

feels good.

and i still cant talk properly. FML.

anyways, love me okay people.

sometimes, i really feel like im alone.

so sad.

Labels: THE WISDOM.

i think its karma on its way to hit me with a critical hit.

i've been alone for so long leh.

its high time someone came into the shop and take me off the shelf.

Labels: LEFT ALONE.

hello humans.

tmr is THE day.

so i guess this is it.

you ain't coming.

guess its not meant to be.

just talked to chad over msn,

and he told me that this wisdom extraction will teach me smth,

physical pain is nth compared to emotional pain.

so it a lighter note, i lost love. will you find it for me?

pretty please.

ever since i've gotten myself a queen sized bed,

i've gotten lazy. seriously.

read in bed.

just lazing on it with my iphone.

even took my laptop to it instead of using table.

its all about lying down.

skype, webcam and stuff. ALL IN THE BED.

haha.

other than now, gladys is like smsing me to go badminton on sunday.

oh yes, im sitting down on the chair and the laptop is now on the table.

damn. im fasting.

anyways, i learnt a few things here and there.

friends are not what they always seem.

but so far, i think i love most of my friends.

there are friends who i actually cant be bothered about tho.

oh i clubbed.

and of course, things have been different around here and there.

went home with jorgey porgy, louis lulu and levin.

dramas or not, i believe we decide it for ourselves.

if friends can overcome barriers after barriers tgt,

for example in a hot arguments, the friendship would actually flourish.

i actually wished that there are no lies in my life.

but we cant actually escape the inevitable right?

i mean, who are we to lie to ourselves that we had actually reached contentment?

and dying without regret? plain bullshit.

quote from jayson ong's facebook,

"Human change, people change.

But will you accept them for who they are if they changed?"

agreed much?

i believe we all make choices to make ourselves happy.

you would say its selfish and where is that sacrifice?

but you'll do the same in the end.

one tight slap across your face, you fucking human. :P

Labels: Random Rants.

oh well, the fasting month has started.

and im a tad nearer to my ORD date.

i feel normal.

is normal good?

its just a normal day lor.

so what if i ORD.

nth special what.

pig still pink.

birds still fly.

ya. you get me. dont you.

kthxbye.

Labels: booms.

okay. gone to bintan.

i need a piece of mind.

oh yes, i'll miss you.

Labels: overseas leave.

We are the unfortunate
Led by the unworthy
To do the unnecessary
For the ungrateful

Labels: Orgasmic Reaction Detected.

you danced so well that night.

it made me feel alive when im with you.

that kinda attraction to feel you close to me.

i've not felt that for so long.

infatuation you may ask.

but if i dont take it, who would know right?

your body moved against mine.

i smiled. and i yearned for more.

sounds sexual? but rather the honesty im giving to you.

you, made. my. day.

im sure. thanks.

Labels: not the usual saturday.