i skinned my knee.

WTF?!
WTH?!
first thing first.
look at my bloody tagboard now la.
that anonymous and ...
totally destroyed it la.
FUCK U LA!
u dun even noe whats goin ON.
let me get it clear to u.
im not GAY or HOMO
or anyways u put it la.
cant u miss sumone who is a guy?
a close friend to be exact?
a friend for 3 yrs.
sumone who i always hang out with.
look.
we just had a COLD war with HIM.
HIM is referin to Louis.
so ya. dun anyhow assume.
as for that person.
identity, i will keep as a secret.
and pls dun get me wrong kaes.
if u are not convinced, just ask me directly.
i hate ppl talkin behind my back.
so ya.
enuff said.
something diff about me.
i dun call guys.
i sms guys.
guys usually call me.
i call gurls.
i dun sms gurls.
gurls do call me to.
look. im just a listener.
ppl do turn in to me for
support and understandin.
atleast they knoe they have a friend who kaires.
guys call me to kill boredom.
we chatted.
ya. so whats the deal about it.
well. update for today.
did nth much la.
was chattin wif belinda online.
got so much things to tell her la.
she is like my walkin diary.
sadly. her exams will onli end on Thursday.
from SP ma. S-L-O-W (ooppsss.)
me and her are friends for
7 yrs.
although i was rejected by her.
REASON: Dun wanna waste the friendship if it does not werk out.
sometimes the sacrifice is not worth it la.
i agreed.
anyway, lots of ppl now bout it already.
no use hidin it.
called shufen thinkin that today was her bdae la.
so paiseh!!
Justin smsed me.
hhaa. went out with her to pasar malam after her werk.
miss her mann.
miss her jokes too.
my class da jie!
she rawks.
Justin called.
Louis came.
Helong also.
i met Shufen at ard 10.40pm.
nth much la.
den we macdonalds catch up.
den macdonalds close, we went to the foodcourt.
wah. that Louis really crawl there la.
lol. ((:
Helong called ltr.
den he joined us.
Shufen left.
den Helong left with a CAB.
lol. ((:
lazy bumb.
den left with me and Louis.
hhaa.
den we walked to the next bus-stop.
sit down and chatted.
catch up on some stuff.
den we alighted opp. Lot 1.
coz the bus stop there for quite sumtime.
we walked and chatted.
went to mobil.
ate ice-cream.
went his hse.
played playstation.
lol. ((:
remembered the old times.
hhaa.
went the both of us nth better to do.
lol.
stay near each other ma.
hhaa.
reached hm ard 3.40am.

i hope u guys wun have a wrong impression of me.
take kaire peeps.

left my hse at ard 9am.

that sumone called.

reminded me to bring my medicine.

hhee. ((:

reached that person hse ard 10.30am.

got lost.

lol. ((:

ard that person's area la.

hhee.

came to pick me up halfway.

happy la. ((:

that person was like askin me.

is that ur lappy? lol.

duh. den asked where am i suppose to go.

my room? that person replied.

climbed the stairs and into that sumone's room.

hhee. ((:

cozy mann. den we were like tryin

to get wireless connection.

hhee. that person's mum has a reuter in the room.

was findin the network key.

lol. ((:

always like entering the wrong one la.

hhee. ((:

den we were watchin movie.

chit chattin.

huggin and ...

*for me to knoe la*

that person went to stardie and

i went to slp.

that person cooked for me.

happy le. ((:

contented.

ate my medicine.

im so happy.

like realli realli happi.

den the both of us were in bed.

*watever u guys wanna think on what we did*

left that sumone's hse ard 5.30pm

after nearly half a day spent there.

shld have left ltr.

that person's dad reach hm like ard 7pm.

sad-ed.

it was rainin when i left.

that person lend me umbrella.

lol. ((:

i still got wet.

in the bus was watchin charmed on my lappy.

thanks to that person la.

lol. ((:

i took all of that person's charmed collection

and some comedy.

hheee. ((:

thanks.

u still havent send me the LJJ song that u sung lor!

after ur exams la.

missin yeu already.

i got high fever now.

sad-ed.

Justin called ard 11.30pm.

chatted for awhile.

den he needa slp.

he got sch tmr.

i fell asleep after takin my medicine.

enjoyed myself.

~>``JF - 26/09/05]]<~`

take kaire peeps!

im still at hm as usual.

slackin.

sicckk.

talked to Joel.

talked to Justin.

((:

meetin that sumone tmr.

darn happy la.

asked HIM whether wanna go

PASAR MALAM.

nvm.

leavin my hse early tmr.

need my slp.

take kaire.

having stomach problems.

lol.

suppose to go to sch.

train up my squash.

but then.

needa rest.

parents dun allow me go out.

was smsin Justin.

den chatted with him.

lol. ((:

chat with him till late la.

tmr goin to see a

DOCTOR.

Justin ask me too.

hhaa. ((:

chatted with one of my colleaque.

till 5.10am in the morning.

so many things happened la.

Ning Xin so "hamqi".

i wanna say...

where are ur friends??

next time dun anyhow say la.

BITCH!

dun ever compare me and u.

u are at a losin side la.

PIG!!!

lol. ((:

im so glad i said that.

u think the whole bugis street like u ar?

think again la.

ppl prefer me werkin there den u la.

accept the fact.

lol. ((:

ppl dun talk behind my back la.

onli urs.

so dun make up story.

in sec sch,

everyone hates u.

so dun change the topic.

anyhow say ppl hate me.

hhaa.

ppl hate u la.

includin teachers.

even ur gang nvr come down for u lor.

haiz. u are so stupid!

u think u BIG ar?

i BIGGER den u lor.

duh. ARSEHOLE!!

for the sake of ppl in bugis, go somewhere else la.

WE DUN NEED U.

even auntie is using u lor.

coz no more ppl wan to help her.

lol. ((:

the old times rawks.

auntie talked behind ur back.

thats so fun.

and now u werkin for her!

how stupid can u be?

USELESS BITCH!!

Even those werkin there prefer me la.

haiz. infront of u give face.

Zinc ppl dun like u also.

haiz.

GET A LIFE!!

- JUNE, PLEX, STEPHANIE, JANNIES, FEEFEE, DESMOND, IRA, APPLE-

NING XIN SUCKS!

act chio bo chio!!!

19 sept - 23 sept.

GUNUNG STONG

RECEE TEAM.

i've conquered it!

1399m high.

19 sept - Departure.

meet in sch at 10.30am.

it was rainin.

Daddy sent me to sch.

slack ard.

played squash.

went to buy food.

eat at al-ameen.

went back to sch.

repack our bags.

played squash again.

left sch at ard 4pm.

was msgin Justin all the way.

((:

called Joel and Justin.

reached Malaysia.

went to have our dinner.

went to eat at a restaurant.

eat and eat.

den SHIT.

lols.

cleared my stomach.

YEAH!!

was tryin to get reception.

my lil'brother was like.

CRYIN.

i feel so SAD.

told him to study hard.

was still msgin Justin.

train came.

boarded.

((:

left Johor Bahru @ 10pm.

the train ride was long.

listening to my mp3 songs

in my phone.

fell asleep.

even on Benjamin's shoulder.

ooppsss. lol. ((:

tired.

10 hrs train ride!!

die-ed.

20 sept - Day 1 @ Dabong.

reached dabong ard 8am.

had our breakfast.

NASI LEMAK .

very nice la.

changed to my trackpants.

waitin for our guide.

MR KEE!!

lols. ((:

and i'm FEE!

went CAVING.

took a lorry there.

got leech la.

but i nvr kena bitten.

thank god.

caving for ard 2 1/2 hrs.

fun lor.

i got myself a cut at my elbow

while crawling.

went back to take our bags.

den we took a boat to the otherside.

Kee ask me to go the river.

i hesitated. but then i went down.

the water was super cold.

the rest went down.

except for amily.

lols. ((:

took a van.

den went to eat fruits.

took a pic with a baby monkey.

so cute la.

hhaa. ((:

den went up to the base camp.

wah. super tired la.

i was like sweatin from head to toe.

wah. i kena bitten by a leech!

IDIOT!!

i nearly fell a couple of times.

so freaky.

everytime i nearly fell,

kept thinkin of sumone who

wants me in one piece back in SG.

((:

we went sliding the waterfall.

so darn fun la.

we ate pasta, scrambled eggs.

had fun.

had an early night.

want to see the sunrise.

21 sept- Day 2 @ Dabong.

my handphone alarm woke

everyone up.

but we were still slackin.

the weather outside was realli cold.

wore my jacket.

had our breakfast.

we then thake our leave to the submit.

on the way there, lots of funny things happened.

amily became a turtle.

she fell and she look like a turtle that

has overturned.

lol. ((:

it was realli i funni sight la.

it was a 4 1/2 hrs hike.

it started to rain.

as usual, was sweatin la.

had our lunch at the submit.

took lots of pics.

den suddenly the place becomes foggy.

we reached the base camp ard 7pm.

we had our shower at the waterfall.

then we were talkin while havin dinner.

Kee was with us all the way.

he was talkin bout Ghost Stories.

and i need to translate to the rest.

wah. Kee is super freaky la.

he can read ppl mind and

also know ur character lor.

hhaa. we go and watch the stars too.

went to bed nearly to midnight.

22 sept - Day 3 @ Dabong.

we missed the sunrise agian.

no one wanted to wake up.

all so dead.

we woke up ard 10am instead.

we went to another waterfall.

had our brunch there.

went down.

started to pack our stuff.

and rain started to pour like nobody's business.

flooded.

lol.

delayed.

we still went down eventually.

was so happy la.

hhaa.

amily ran like a turtle with her bag on.

lol. ((:

went to a thai restaurant.

i was like.

eeeeeYeah!

((:

the food was nice la.

we reached the train station there and started shoppin.

bought biscuits and lots of

chewing gum lor.

hhaa. ((:

took lots of pics.

and one of the shops the baby is super cute la.

took a pic with him.

amily also.

lol. ((:

our train came.

boarded the train at 10pm.

lol. ((:

we were makin lots of noise in the train.

laughing and laughing.

take pics.

had our rest till 2am.

den had our supper.

went back to chat for awhile den back to slp.

23 sept - Arrival.

once we reached JB the stop,

my hp got reception.

immediately msg that sumone.

hhee. ((:

called hm.

went to sch.

wash the tents and everything.

debrief.

went hm by taxi with benjamin.

bathe.

eat.

slp.

sickk.

talkin to Justin.

Joel msg me at the wrong time.

was bz la.

sorrie bro.

chatted with Justin till 12.40am.

he got sch tmr.

sad-ed.

happy to see my mum.

now im sickk.

haiz.

missed all of u.

missing that SUMONE more!

*hugs and kisses*

CONFUSED.

i didnt expect it.

seriously.

now that u have told me,

I WANNA BE WITH YOU.

im so sorrie.

i've decided.

went to town to see that

SOMEONE.

went to my Elliot's place to pass

him sumthing.

actually was suppose to see him

in town.

change of plans.

haven realli packed my bags.

was takin to Joel.

well.

i wun forget what happened.

17 sept 2005.

the shockin discovery.

18 sept 2005.

there's gotta be more to LIFE.

im leavin tmr.

talked to Justin till nearly 3am.

((:

u guys take kaire.

*misses*

well, meet my team at

ard 2.15pm.

and obviously im late.

AS USUAL.

V-I-P

bought my stuff.

den after that me and Ben,

went to Bugis.

walk ard. walk ard.

get to know 2 new friends.

thanks to Benjamin.

went to one of his friend's

PRIMARY SCH.

lol. ((:

i was the only MALAY there la.

lol. ((:

i left at 8pm.

went to PS.

meet JUSTIN.

happy sia.

got to know..

JOEL.

indonesian-chinese-dutch

Justin performance was GREAT.

but he had to leave early.

so me and Joel went to take

NEOPRINT.

we had nth better to do la.

went starbucks.

talk cock.

den decided to watch a movie.

watched,

NIGHTWATCH.

the show was quite interestin.

den we went to takashimaya.

sit there till ard 4am.

hhaa.

im like so lame.

wanted to enjoy before i

go to DABONG!

->someone gave me

3 LOVEBITES<-

lol. ((:

Mooncake festival rawks!

((:

was suppose to meet my team members at

3.30pm.

but in the end, i reached there at

4.15pm.

wanna say a huge SORRIE!

freak.

in the end.

benjamin, amily, ernci.

dun have the S and W shirt.

so in the end.

ME and STELLA,

needa go and buy the shirts for em.

since we so FREE ma.

i wanna say SORRY to MING HUI.

*for shoutin at her*

then the both of us went to

bukit timah plaza and beauty world.

lookin for a shirt similar to the.

S&W shirt.

in the end, dun have.

so we went to queensway shoppin centre.

was practically..

goin ROUND and ROUND.

needa buy lots of stuff tmr.

MONEY drop from the SKY.

was callin BERNARD like a

THOUSAND times!

didnt pick up!

so as to not waste time, we decided.

to buy him a shirt too.

we WASTED like nearly an hour

JUST to wait for him to call me back.

in the end we took CAB back to sch.

started to the cuttin.

called WEIXIN for the MACDONALDS no.

thankew. ((:

called macdonalds.

CUT and CUT and CUT.

seem like ages lor.

the MACDONALDS guy cant go up.

so i went down and picked the stuff UP.

saw HIM.

was doin the werk plus eatin.

we actually completed cuttin by midnight.

started sprayin.

onli the back part was successful for

BERNARD'S shirt.

im so sorry.

lol. ((:

left sch at 12.30am.

STELLA took CAB home.

i took bus hm.

ppl we like lookin like im from mars liddat.

coz im carryin such a big bag.

lol. ((:

so paiseh lor.

reached hm.

bathe.

SLP!!

meetin them again tmr.

goin LAVENDER.

sms my ELLIOT.

he nvr reply me.

lol. ((:

was suppose to play squash at

brandon's condo court.

needa go down to town to

see that sumone!!

he performin. lol. ((:

all the best JUSTIN.

im goin to slp now and..

im listenin to.

Dont u wish ur bf is hot like me!

lol. ((:

logged OUT.

well. got my hp. darn happy la.

received 2 sms when i ON my hp.

one from benjamin(OB) and one from MELVIN.

as for benjamin, he asked to postponed meeting tmr.

so i decided to change it to friday.

hhaa. as for melvin, im utterly shocked.

long time since he msg me la.

lol. since we celebrated christmas together with my

ex-girlfriend from whitley.

since then, we never really contacted each other.

lol. met up with him today. lol. ((:

both of us nth to do lor.

so went to play arcade.

we catch up.

so much things to talk about.

we were utterly walking around estates to talk.

lol. semi detached houses to be exact.

dogs were like barkin.

i was like SHUT UP!!!

lol. ((:

we practically sms each other the whole day.

we have not seen each other for like..

9 freakin mths!!

lol. ((:

we got so much things to talk about.

he wants to meet me on mooncake festival.

SATURDAY.

but... lotsa ppl tryin to get hold of me.

lol. ((: *packed*

did smth with my phone. now siao siao already.

need to send in for repair AGAIN la.

~~~SIANSATION~~~

slept by 11pm. Justin nvr call nor sms.

assumed that he is bz.

he is performing this SAT.

i wanna go support lor.

lol. ((:

im such a supportive friend.

well....

thats uniquely feefee! ((: *BHB*

wake up u might be dreaming now.

lol. ((:

goin to get my hp soon.

im so refreshed.

as usual.

i MISS him.

lol. ((:

i MISS him.

lol. ((:

well. sent my hp for repair today. no hp until

12pm tmr. lol. ((:

i'll die without hp la.

was at hm the whole day today.

was thinkin whether wan to go play squash.

but.. the rest still haven finish their

EXAMINATIONS.

lol. ((:

im leaving for M'sia in like a few days time

with my peeps!!

cant wait. lol. ((:

it will be so darn fun la.

lol. ((:

slackin` stonin`

as.done.by.feefee`

we reached back in SG ard 6.15pm. meetin Tony for dinner. was rainin heavily so when we were in Pulau Ubin we were takin photos. Below are some taken in Singapore and in Pulau Ubin. Had fun. enjoyed. ((:

Total pics taken by my Nokia 6670: 64 (15MB)

back in SG. nth better to do coz rainin.

those guys whu brought towels to pulau ubin.

im brought my long lost "lucky" towel.

was with my junior for 1 year and 7mths.

classmates!

me without specs. back in SG already.

me and my 5yrs classmate.

hhee. guess whu? ((:

duh! ITS ME!

it was rainin. we washed up. and started takin photos.

ended the trip at ard 5.30pm.

takin a rest. nearin Kampong Chek Jawa

tired? i led them the wrong way. ((:

"Signboard"

behind us is the Crab island.

gettin ready.

on the bumboat. all the guys!!

reached pulau ubin already.

well. im baCk from Pulau Ubin.

here is the report for the C2D official Class Outin`.

Meeting time: 11am.

Meeting place: Tanah Merah Mrt Station.

Goin to: Pulau Ubin.

the above stated, was not met in the end.

i woke up at 9am and remembered that i must meet shufen at 9.20am. Left my hse ard 9.35am lor. called shufen den she answered. she also on her way. i reached the

Choa Chu Kang Mrt Control Station, shufen also just reached la. wanted to withdraw cash but in the end never coz machine temporary out of order. lol.

left and went to meet the rest at Jurong East Mrt Station.

and to my suprise, only Daven and Timothy. by den it was already 10am.

lol. asked Daven where is Jason and Sebastian. Jason wun be joinin us coz

he got sumthing on last minute. YA RIGHT!!

called Sebas and to my suprised, he is still in bed. asked him to faster get his butt here lor. by the time he came , it was already 10.45am. lol. then we rushed down to Tanah Merah Mrt Station la, was chattin in the mrt and everything. lol. actually we were realli like catchin up la. den later to i called helong. he is so much better. he is still at Choa Chu Kang. i was like. OK!! u better RUSH ar.

reached there like ard 11.30am.

Ming Yao, Joe, Stanley, Hafiz, Robin, Wei Jie, Liying was already waitin for us.

we went to take the bus first.

went to had our brunch.

den i called helong.

i gave him the wrong info.

suppose to take the bus to the right.

but told him to take the bus to the left.

lol. im so sorrie. because of that, things got delayed.

we reached Pulau Ubin ard 1.40pm.

got our bikes by 1.50pm.

ready to move by 2pm.

Casualties:

4 including 1 seriously injured.

Must remember to bring first aid kit next time.

we toured ard Ubin even in the rain. we went to mamam beach and Kampong Chek Java.

had realli lots of fun. seriously!!

realli enjoyed myself till the extent of not goin to my Squash Plate Open.

lol. ((:

i had a great day with my peeps.

Thanks mann.

been slackin and slackin today. lol. tmr goin to Pulau Ubin with my classmates. im gettin more and more bored this pass few days. been thinkin whether i wanna fo werk. my mother startin werk soon. hhaa. which is tmr la. well. all the best to her. me and greggy not realli chattin like last time. i think it was because of me la. im so sorrie.

had a great day today. hhaa. although its the exam period la. stress is stress but fun is fun. yesterday went to sentosa with my juniors la. one of my juniors came back from australia for a short holiday in singapore. i went there immediately after my maths paper. hhaa. the day before that, me and elliot were like talkin on the phone till late la. hhaa. it has been a long long time. yesterday reach hm ard 8pm liddat. studied my eltech. was too tired that i went to slp ard 12am liddat. den i got missed call from, Justin. haha. sorrie ar.

eltech was quite ok la. kinda scared if i cant pass lor. sian. took 184 and saw timo and HIM. haiz. went to my junior's place after that. played squash with them. hhaa. darn fun la. den after that. played tennis in the squash court. lol.

went my my elliot's hse after that. had a great lunch. started catchin up with em. brandon left first. den jerome. hhaa. by right, elliot is goin out with his gf. den cancelled. lol. so in the end, me,him and weili went to town. ivan was with us. hhaa. started to talk. den in the bus saw brian. hhaa. chat chat. den elliot pierced his mouth. weili also. with the help of ivan la.

went to elliot hse to 'taunt'. lol. left his hse secretly by 12.45am. keep playin pranks on elliot. me and weili were like chattin and chattin. hhaa. cause share the same bed ma. lol.

we walked hm lor. we realli catched up. glad. realli glad. lol.

mag HIM online den nvr reply me. AVOIDIN me ar? sad-ed.

Cant wait for this comin Monday and this Saturday and also next Monday.

no more examinations. can relax le. happy.

wah. lemme see. hhaa. was suppose to meet that someone but in the end nvr coz he got to do his project. lol. next time i suppose yea? needa return vanassa's racquet. so, went to sch lor. brought my stuff to stardie in school too. i asked sebastian to come too. stardie and stardie den went to see my maths lecturer. ask him bout the determinant and stuff liddat. tmr is my maths examination and here i am bloggin. lol. at last, tmr im goin sentosa straight after my papers. goin to meet all my juniors. miss em lots. well. g2g stardie la. i'll write again soon. promise. lol.

I WAN TO END THE WAR BUT I CANT.

missinthesamepersonoverandoveragian.

me and my classmates.

nth better to do lor.

lol.

look at my taggy.

constance ask me to upload.

lol.

u still haven give me the pictures we took at..

TOA PAYOH SAFRA.

wanna sae a huge THANK YOU

SEAN // WEILIANG.

for the

ENCOURAGEMENT.

for those who wished me all the best,

THANK YOU! GOD BLESS!

Today is my..

FIRST SQUASH OPEN.

SAFRA TOA PAYOH.

(05/09/05)_9.30pm.

woke up quite early todae la. although i slept darn late the night before.

kinda stressed bout my competition todae.

nearly gave up.

LOL. IM SERIOUS.

meeting POW WEE in sch.

train for awhile la.

had a match with jeannie.

scored:

7 - 11 (she won.)

11 - 1 (i won.)

10 - 11 (she won.)

had a match with elaine.

scored:

- win all the way - LOL!

took Vanessa racquet cos i still thought that im still

USED to her racquet. lol.

left skool ard 5.15pm.

took like 4 buses to reach to the place.

im seriously tense up.

saw Zheng Jie and his opponent.

his opponent ard 12y.o.

WTF.

scored:

11 - 10 (opponent won!)

10 - 11 (zheng jie won!)

0 - 1 (sudden death. ZJ won!)

Leslie was out of the game. Entered Plate Event.

Skye walked over. Opponent nvr turn up.

Our NP 1st seat in IVP_squash:

Ryan WON!!

Guess whu came to support me??

Wanna Sae A HUGE THANKS TO:

_CONSTANCE~*]

wah piang. seriously. im stressed up.

my family actually wanted to come down.

well, in the end didnt.

constance kept tellin me to calm down.

LOL. cant u see im scared that i'll lose.

keep checking whether my opponent is here yet.

lol.

found out that my opponent is from...

RAFFLES JC!!

-BRYAN NAH-

Since this is my first OPEN,

i was so nervous. LOL.

my score - bryan nah

1 - 11

4 - 11

well. i lost. but i proceeded to the next event..

PLATE EVENT.

SAFRA TOA PAYOH.

10th Sept_6.15pm.

it was really a great experience.

i know why i lost.

my nervousness and giving up.

where is my determination?

POW WEE won his match.

ALL THE BEST TO HIM.

its gettin late.

i miss that person suddenly.

cold war predifined.

all the best for the examinations to all my peeps.

take kaire.