hello everybody!
this marks the end of PRE-ORD.
made new friends.
and its over.
i had fun. i had loads of laughers.
thanks.
last but not least,
ORD LOH!
Labels: PRE-ORD.
i smell civillisation in less than a mth's time. oh yes.
the feeling of it makes me happy. being carefree.
but on the actually fact i would miss everyone in my branch.
YES I WILL.
tho' i know im a really strict specialist. a push my discipline on top of everyone.
well, im a dominant creature. HAHA.
OH YES,
IM THE BEST SOLDIER FOR THE MONTH. (:
im now undergoing pre-ord.
my head of department just asked if i could extend my service.
if i get regular pay for 3 mths, i wont mind.
set aside my happiness on top of being the best soldier,
i noticed that im actually contented with the person i like.
like im willing to give my all and not look at other people.
oh how complicated right!?
sucks to be me.
on a second note,
im going for a short getaway.
something like to set my mind straight.
im kinda sad that seb cant join me tho.
oh seb, please fart all you can in bkk.
i'll go. (:
on a last note, please be there for me this 13 AUG.
thanks lehhhh, seb! (:
Labels: the final thoughts.
the sensation is back again.
the point where im left all alone and there is no one else.
my friends have all deserted me.
im on an island alone.
i wanna run away.
this is too selfish.
maybe this is karma.
maybe.
i was nvr satisfied. never. why?
i have this hunger for more.
knowing i'll find a better one soon enough.
and i'll move on to another. and another.
and its a cycle that nvr ends.
oh bintan.
please help.
im seriously losing it.
kthxbye,
Labels: turning insane.