haa. nvr realli do anything la. woke up quite late. ard 12.20pm. den was doin my MOL. bathe. then my cousin ask me go her hse. since i nth to do den i went there lor. help her with her laptop. haa. then was talking to hazmi la. haa. was thinking whether wanna meet up ltr. den i asked him whether he werking todae. his reply was YES. so didnt wanna meet up la. haa. went hm and started doin my ELTECH. den was chatting with some ppl online. haaa. was talking to my gay partner, Sebastian Tan. got to knoe greggy. hee. was chatting till 3.30am ar. haa. fun sia. den even on sms still chatting till ard 4am before goin to slp. me and greggy still like playing la. haa. both of us so tired den slp. he got sch at 3.30pm la. so gd sia.

haa. too much fun yesterdae that i nvr update my blog. haa. woke up darn early la. 11.30am. haa. it was raining and the weather makes me slp even more. haa. didnt manage to meet my godbrother, Benjamin. he is so pissed with me la. haa. left my hse ard 3.30pm. took 190 to PS. den change bus, 7. reach bugis, den decided to visit my colleague for awhile la. haa. found out that my friend from aes, Melvin(NT). he is werking for my collegue. haa. den 5pm left bugis and took 7 to bedok to meet my Outward Bounders peeps la. haa. reach bedok interchange ard 5.45pm. went to deposit cash den banged into Farand. haa. he go withdraw cash. haa. went to the mrt station with him. Ming Hui, Wei Xin and another guy la. haa. dunnoe y after fridae's training, me,Kelvin,Wei Xin and Farand can sae closer la. haa. den i was talking to Wei Xin all the way la. he sae after the training his arse hurts. he darn funny la. in the bus we were talking and talking la. found out that he is in year 2. haa. i realli think he can be a model la. haa. we took 31 den dropped at Victoria Secondary. Farand was from the sch. haa. he so clever la. haa. den we were walking to east coast. we were chattin and getting to knoe each other better. hee. then we were talking nonsense la. haa. such as. lets run to the east coast foodcourt and do 3 sets of pt. haa. darn fun la. laughing and laughing. den we ordered our food. we got a seat that can watch the fireworks. haa. we ordered seafood. haa. there were two tables full of Outward Bounders. total ppl went to the outing was ard 25 peeps. haa. while eating satay, the fireworks started. the scenery was perfect, the food was fabulous and im having so much fun with my peeps. haa. then after eating, we went to play bowling. haa. by then some of my peeps have left for hm already. we saw a golden retriever and lots of husky. they we like so cool la. total of ppl played bowling is 9. 4 ppl played pool and snooker. haa. well. one of the them was kind enuff to send ma and my senior to tiong bahru. we catched the last train lor. reached hm ard 1am lor. den was chatting with my Outward Bounders peeps. haa. darn fun la. was talking to my second gay partner, Mr Sebastian Tan. haa. well. i better get goin la. nites~
fee.
logging off.

todae first time i took 190 den 184. like more faster liddat le. haa. reached CATS class like 7minutes early la. Raymond and Gregory were already sitting there. haa. Raymond just changed phone la. Sony Ericsson K750i. haa. Louie got asked me whether i wanna skip CATS class lor. haa. Softball training was pathetic too. Everyone seem to be so shagged la. then squash was kinda fun la. haa. some of my peeps sae i have improved alot. i played 5 points and i won like nearly everyone(freshies) lor. haa. cliffton was a great opponent. like to go against him la. went hm wif jas and gla. todae is Joanne's Birthday, my ex la. wished her. haa. i like her reply alot, "im lucky to have had u once". im still waiting for that sumone.

was late for class as usual. haa. todae nth much to be updated about la. went out wif louis and timo. went to town. watched stealth. went hm by taxi. missed the times when the three of us were together. things have changed i suppose. haa. reach hm ard 3.15am. took taxi la. mercedes. i enjoyed myself la.

was late for class for more then a hour la. was msging sebastian tan all the way. den the class nearly planned not to go for the next lesson la. den after awhile, onli some didnt turn up. after that went for my squash. todae jasmine and gladys went. haa. jasmine darn gd la. haa. my skill have improved i supposed. so shiok la. went hm with jas and gla.

louie woke me up. 6.30am. went hm lor. check my msn, jiayi and hazmi got msg me. hhaa. den i went back to sleep. woke up at 8.50am. go and bathe and make myself breakfast. reach skool and i was late by 20minutes. den my advisor, mdm nelly, said our VIP has arrived when we entered the class. and i was like laughing la. den i was doin the assignments given. went to SIM to eat. saw louie. actually saw him since at blk 50, level 5. hee. went for my eltech after that. then got my paper. i passed. i got 77/100. my teacher said that i got some careless mistakes here and there. like not confident like that. i could have got an A la. sian. i got B+. 3 more marks and i wld have gotten my A. sian. hehe.now i owe my class a chicken dance. im writing this blog in my tutorial class la. now talking to hazmi, kenneth tan and my bro, deric. haa. im flying high todae la. i wonder how much my louie got sia. hee. i no cca todae. yea. dunnoe whether goin out or not. im realli goin to chiong my studies and my squash.
][ louie ][ what happened? ][

well. i was at hm practically the whole dae. was playing my game la. den was reading thru my maths and eltech. i dun think i will pass my eltech la. sian sia. if i passed, and i got a B and above, i will need to dance the chicken dance la. haa. then my wireless connection at my area got breakdown. cannot go internet since 4pm onwards. wtf. den my mum asked me whether wanna play monopoly. i wasnt in the mood la. so just stay on my bed and playing my game. hhaa. i realli got nth to do. i cant wait for skool to reopen and go back to my ccas. i wanna show my mum that i can do well for my squash la. i can wait for my softball trainings also. i miss my Outward Bounders peeps. wow. how i missed skool sia. haa. then ltr louis msg me online. ask me wanna go citilink or not. he wants to buy a new phone. he realli feeling rich la. guess what phone? Nokia 6680. my dream phone la. haa. den ltr change of plans. we went to ah jiang's hse instead. hhaa. as usual i reach there earlier den him. coz i stay nearer ma. i crawl there also faster then him la. heex. den i was watching tv. after that louis was playing his game which was marvel vs capcom. hhaa. if me and him play ar? can become enemies for a day lor. den after that we all watched whose line is it anyway. darn funni la. me and louis we laughing our butts out at one moment of the show la. haa. den after that we chit chat and tok cock. haa. tolk bout tsunami and everything la. haa. den taunt at his hse.
``[][ fee.fee ][][ logging off. ][][ 2.07pm ][][ 25.07.05 ][]``~

woke up ard 10am den saw jiang online. he woke up at 8.45am. so early sia. den chatted for awhile. haa. den go eat my breakfast. still feeling tired la. i saw louie online since just now till now still away-slp. haa. he more power la. haa. well, thats him la. constance and me were msging each other la. well i will update more ltr. sian sia.
[ im so hurt now ][ logging off ][ 1.43pm ][ 24.07.05 ]
- i noe the answer already - sad-ed. no need eu to tell me.
fee.fee
signing off.
u guys, take truckloads of kaire.

went to werk as per normal la. the same routine. but i was late. err. reach werk ard 12pm liddat. den my cousin called and asked me about bags. she coming down ltr. haiz. i wanna buy a squash racket and a crumpler bag sia. but i dun have that much cash on me sia. although i am werking part time. haa. nvm la. den todae didnt really had the mood to werk la. sian. den wanted to leave early but i got nth to do. so i msg louie asking whether we meeting ltr. he didnt reply. so i hack lor. left my werk place by 9pm. den took bus hm. on the way hm, louie called and told me what time to meet tmr. coz tmr goin sentosa ma. haa. reach hm den i msg jiang. he asked me go his hse. haa. den was toking to lil' vinvin. haa. we catch up. we realli have lots to talk about la. i still remember the first time we get to knoe each other. we msg each other like crazy. long hrs chat la. well, things have changed la. after *some text missing*. ya. but we do chat la. tok and tok to my other friends on msn den left my hse. i reach jiang's hse. entered his room and i was like, where is edward? hhaa. he was bathing. coz i scared he wanna scare me by behind ma. haa. den we chat here and there. edward fell asleep first. den me. hhaa. after awhile, my phone rang. i was like wtf. who msg me so late de. it was my kor, loy. haa. den reply him back. then jiang was like ur phone make a gd alarm sia. so loud. but edward was still fast asleep la. me and jiang was talking and catching up. we watch an episode of naruto den both of us went to slp together. haa. ard 3 to 4 hrs of slp, was woken up by edward's phone. it was louis. den jiang also said louis called him. haa. then we were like hack kaire la. went to slp for ard 30minutes more. den i went hm. bathe and changed.

jiang called and ask me to meet them at their void deck. took my bag and left. haa. den took mrt. so must top-up my ezlink card. haa. den in the mrt was talking and talking la. meet up with the rest. haa. so many peeps. saw louis and i was like what happened to his hair. haa. lol. anyway, me and him didnt really talk much. didnt noe y also. so i just didnt kaire. Gu was there. he is one of the trojan's gl. he darn funni la. the weather was not that gd la. it rained like mad. den stop for awhile den raining again. hhaa. played volleyball for awhile. den went to swim wif timo and jiang to the next island. and of course my mouth was talking crap. sae bout seasnakes, den jellyfish den stonefish. timo was like shutdup la. then he started also. lamer. we sat at the rocks there and chit chat. den jiang sae if edward see us here, comfirm scold wan. haa. coz he cannot swim. haa. den we went back to shore and one whole group of ang moh kias went to the island after us. den smth shocking happened. they were finding a spot to jump into the sea. they found a rock that is high enuff la. haa. den one by one started jumping in. den, one by one jumped in NAKED. yea. i said it right. NAKED. haa. me, jiang and timo were laughing our butts off. haa. den jiang and timo wanted to try. on the way to the island. my leg cramp. idoit. haa. den it started to rain. so we went to the shelther. the angmoh kias. were really enjoying their time sia. when they got back to shore, they still run ard naked la. haha. lamer sia. crystal was like eeewww. haa. jiang caught a fish. hhaa. den we were taking pics. after awhile the rest were playing monkey la. then me, GU, crystal and Yan was playing on the shoreline. took more pics. then the rest went back to their volleyball. den i was digging a hole. hhaa. jiang came and helped. hhaa. den shannon came. help us too. den we make a hole big enuff to cover sumore up to his shoulder. we make friend wif some SP students. haa. one of them went into the hole and we started to cover him up. haa. it was a success. den i was like sayin what are neighbours for. haa. we took a pic wif the SP students la. haa. den we go dig a hole for louis too. haa. den jiang got his last finger papercut. so we stop digging and watched them play against SP. we WON. haa. den against NP. haa. atlast i knoe who is Zhi. haa. we had eye contact. haas. nvm. den crystal, yan and Gu didnt wanna play, it was substitude wif me, shannon and jiang la. haa. my serving sucks. but the rest was still okie la. still can hit the ball. nvr miss it. yea. a total success for me. haa. den we stopped playing and went to bathe at costa sand resort. den went to harbour front to eat. haa. i didnt realli tok much all the way lor. its all..*missing context* went hm by mrt. reach hm, talk online for awile then went to slp. haa. constance was msging me. haa. i was super tired la. my bed felt so wonderful sia. haa. saw joyce todae at sentosa. what a coincidence la. hee. =)

hhaa. well. todae was feeling darn shagged. yesterdae slept so late. haha. woke up at 10.20am. bathe and everything. then went to werk. nearly late so quickly msg my boss. saying that i will be late for werk. hhaa. change of deployment of ppl. so ya, i was werking wif desmond and june todae, den ltr june leaves, jaymie come over. oh ya did i mention. i was thinking what my twin brother will be wearing todae to werk. hhaa. i came and i saw him wearing the adidas shirt that plex bought for me and him. i nearly wore it todae la coz my mum insists on it. but i thought my godbro coming ltr to meet me so must look more presentable. wore my billabong shirt instead la. hhaa. time passes so slow and sales wasnt that gd. i wait for my godbro to msg me until i wanna faint already. hhaa. louie sms me and told me he at the saloon and asking me what time i end werk. haha. ate my favourite chicken rice there. then was msging louie for awhile then he nvr reply my msg. hhaa. then i hack kaire coz sumone else was msging me ma. heehee. paiseh hor. then louie called me at 9.40pm asked me whether i end werk already or not. hhaa. the way i reply was quite rude la. so sorrie le. then after my werk i called him, he sae he meeting timo. i asked about the plans. then he sae go watch movie. i was like i got no other movie to watch other den 'Red Candy'. hhaa. then i asked whether shld i go. he sae its my body not his. then i was like... okie lor. since tmr i got werk den i dun go lor. haiz. sad-ed. i called hazmi coz he was suppose to call me. he said in 5minutes he call me back. but he didnt. fell asleep in the bus lor, tired. then when i reach hm den he called. i saw louie onli so ya msg him. den i asked whether he at hm. den he say he is not. then ltr he explained that he is at his friend's hse den goin out already so no need chat with him ltr. so i was like okie. then i was talking to hazmi on the phone. darn funni la. hump-ed topic started again. louie just dyed and highlighted his hair. i wanna see him. hhee. i called timo and chatted for awhile. hhaa. den he sae my fault for not goin. then john also didnt wanna go. hhaa. then laugh here and there. then continue chatting to hazmi all the way till 2.10am. he got paper tmr. so ya, wishing him all the best la. lol. sian. the was talking to my second gay partner, mr sebastian tan, who is still sick. u take kaire le,bro. hhaa. well tmr got werk so i better get goin.
[ louis lye ][ . .... ... ][ 2.41am ]
[ missing that sumone special ][ im waiting``` ]
fee.fee
signing off.
- 2.44am - ~*
what wld my twin brother be wearing tmr? hhaa. nites.

hhaa. todae woke up 9.30am. bathe and everything. getting ready for werk. replacing my dear twin brother, desmond, coz he cant talk. so cannot go to werk. cover for him lor. louie called me and asked me when i off werk. so told him i todae werk half dae. until 4.30pm. coz he wanted to eat fish and co. so much ma. hhaa. den called him ard 4.25pm liddat. den he sae go so early for what. then i continue to werk till 8pm. hhaa. meet at parkmall. den go eat fish and co. hhaa. eating very slowly. paid by mastercard. yea. eat for an hour la. then we took bus to cineleisure. hhaa. missed the sneak preview to 'Red Candy' by a few minutes. then nvr watch. didnt noe ma. den go play ddr. louie slapped me coz i step on his shoe. i was realli pissed lor. then he still keep beating me le. argh. hhaa. then in the bus was talking all the way. went hm den sumone added me in msn. he adopted me liaox. Deric is his name. my kor. hhaa. was talking to timo. den deric called my hp. talk and talked. den ltr conference in msn. me, timo and louie. deciding when to go sentosa. was talking to khai too. hazmi called me at 1.45am and chatted till 3.08am. hhaa. funny sia. well tmr got werk. gotta go.
][ louie ][ u slapped me ][ im hurt ][
[][ mr chua zheng jiang ][ 4th is not that bad ][ u did ur best][ 1500M ][]
[][ all the best ar ][ justpuredetermination ][ JIA YOU!! ][]
{{}}[][ missing yeu` ][ u noe who u are ][]{{}}
``( v ) `` fee. logging off..
``''' 3.23am ```

haha. well. was tokin to louis on the phone till 4am ar. hhaa. doin our maths together and comparing answers. then downloading songs. cracking our brains for techno songs. den my favourite song came in. my heart beats like a drum. yea. i loved the song especially the lyrics.
i close my eyes, close the door.
i wont worry anymore.
i've been waiting for you.
everydae and everynight.
cut the light, let it fade.
i dont wanna be afraid,
i've been waiting for you.
tonight it is bright, stars shine bright.
i just really wanna be with you.
i celebrate, pray for the day,
when all my wishes will be coming true.
My Heart Beats Like A Drum....
i think of u everyday,
i'll be waiting for a call, just to hear the sound of your voice...
sian. hhaa. slept after putting down the phone with louis. woke up at 9.30am. bathe. eat my breakfast. went to sch. in the bus, it started to rain. then my exam place is blk 50. so far la. met woei ginn. hhaa. catch up with him in the bus. haiz. can pass my maths la. happy sia. but the results not really that great la. was comparing answers after the paper as usual. looked at my hp, had two missed calls from louie. then ltr we meet up at the atrium. me, louie, shufen, daven and liying then decided to go clementi. hha. went there. went to the arcade. so fun la. unlimited play. me and louie played ddr like crazy la. so fun sia. we played for ard 2 hrs. den pay onli 3 bucks la. imagine urself at other arcade, think how much wld u have spend in 2 hrs. hha. den we go eat. after that chit chat here and there. after that shufen, daven and liying went back to sch to see JJ. me and louie headed to queensway shopping centre. took 166 then missed the stop. then we went harbourfront coz louie cannot tahan his bladder already. then we took 61. louie bought his nike dunks low. again. coz he lost his previous one after volleyball practice. hhaa. den the both of us went to town. walk wlk. deciding what to eat. either swensen or fish and co. hhaa. then ltr he ate his korean food at cineleisure la. nth to do already then went hm lor. in the bus still can discuss bout the maths questions. lol. then louie was studying his engineering materials. i was drawing on his paper. and listening to his mp3. actualli wanted to go to his hse. den ltr. i too tired. so nvr go. tmr no class outing. so im goin to werk tmr. half dae. 11.30am till 4.30pm. yea. hhaa. earn some cash since i got nth to do also. if no one jio me out tmr, just werk full dae lor. or until i bored. then i go off lor. still earn smth ma. haahs. was toking to jiang online. he qualified for the 4*100M. so the next run is 800M. all the best. was msging my godbro. toking to alex. then eugene lau jio me go sentosa on fridae with changhong, luke, him, binru and many more la. but too bad im werking. finding time to go sentosa too. but not now la. maybe september. coz now the whether like what. keep raining every single dae. rain like there is no tmr liddat. haha. was tokin to hazmi also. catching up. yea. we got lots of things to talk about la. sian. school gonna reopen soon. bored. well, wanna do well ma. so ya. three cheers to feefee.
[ louis lye ][ stop abusing me ]
[ mr chua zheng jiang ][ all the best tmr - 800M ][ justpuredetermination ]
][ fee.fee ][ missing yeu ][ logging off ][ 12:37am ][

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