i skinned my knee.

okok.

damn pissed when i woke up today.

my mum la.

call my hp.

"...got sale le..50% off at

sportslink. alot of items.."

my answer in a sleepy tone.

"...im broke la...no money.."

my mum replied.

"...nvm...faster meet me..."

my reply.

"...ltr la..."

my mum replied.

"...faster la..."

i replied.

"...okok...im gettin off of my bed..."

went to my lappy.

lols.

den started chattin.

get to knoe daen.

lols.

den chatted with casper.

went to bathe when my mum called and

asked all my brothers to follow also.

so while got ready.

im busy chattin.

suppose to meet jeff.

lol.

in the end nvr la.

went to sportslink.

lols.

alot of ppl can.

i saw eunice werkin.

i bought this nike singlet.

damn nice la.

lols.

my brothers bought what they wan la.

anyways, my mum paid.

den went hm.

i continue to chat with them.

daen is actin in the channel 5

full circle episode today.

den today my first day i

exchange numbers with my new friends.

as in most of them la.

den went to geylang.

took 67.

fall asleep.

den went to eat.

lols.

den went to buy my

raya clothes.

lols.

den so hot can!!!

wah piang!

can faint la.

reached hm ard 11.15pm

den started to chat again.

wah i damn bz can.

every second replyin msges.

lols.

sumone realli askin me out on a date le.

not 1 le.

now got 3.

lols.

i dun wann to be so bad.

so i accepted.

lols.

((:

me and daen chatted till 2.20am.

casper needa go.

he went and PS me.

Casper : im goin to snatch ur piggie!!

wahaha!!

Adrian : u ar!! better stardie hard ar. and pass

ur O's!!

sch openin soon.

i fell for u.

is that even possible?

LOST and CONFUSED.,

whu am i suppose to meet tmr!!

jeff ar! reply my msg can?

lols.

hope u are ok already.

Daniel ar!! u pS me again la.

okok la. i see u tmr at ur werkplace kaes.

lols.

i wanna go buy nike shorts now.

lols.

((:

atlast. i found U.

it felt right.

u are such a cutie pie.

im fugly.

yaya. i noe.

lols.

my visitors have reached 1400.

wah.

thats great.

keep on readin ppl!!

thanks for the support kaes!

DENISE: thanks ar!! u are the best Junior mann!

i miss those days.

*cries*

i'll see u SOON.

we rawk!!

1/4 ^ 2003 rawks my

WORLD!!

bring down the hse mann!!

wahaha.

okok.

had fun today kaes.

was at hm.

slackin.

den was chattin with jeff.

harry and lots more la.

lols.

DANIEL norrt online la.

sad-ed.

went out with RAVE.

went to Orchard.

den went to SUNTEC.

den went to ESPLANADE.

den went to STARBUCKS.

den slack and catched up.

the date is insignificant to u!

haiz.

its been 4mths ++

haiz.

nvm.

went hm takin NR3.

now chattin with ZhiMing.

lols.

well. lazy to update le.

oh ya.

had fun chattin with Ben.

he filled me in with what happened at

STONG.

thanks ar.

livin in denial.

once again.

- u hurt my feelings -

i hereby announce

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY

JASMINE CHONG

and

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY

STEPHANIE

(my group 2 GL // trojanites)

wah.

had great fun today la.

lols.

although i was woken up by that louie.

lols.

well. he goin to sch with me.

play squash.

decided to meet up at 3.30pm

den delayed till 4pm.

sorrie ar.

lols.

went to Cheverons first.

go play arcade.

lols.

den went to sch.

play till 9pm.

wah. im so sorrie, louie.

i wanted to do a boast.

(boast = a type of serve in squash)

den hit u.

wah!! can here the *piak* sound la.

rush to get ice for him.

sorrie le.

realli sorrie.

call it EVEN la.

u gave me scar on my face.

lols.

FEE POTTER.

lols.

((:

i noticed sumthing.

i play better in doubles.

lols.

den me and louie went to al-ameen

slack and eat.

lols.

den started to rain heavily.

thank god nvr go hm change and go

newton with louie.

lols.

went hm.

took a shower.

and started chattin.

harry was msgin me today.

needa stop coz i playin

SQUASH.

SORRIE AR!!

someone asked me on a DATE?

lols. ((:

for those KPO kias.

its for me to knoe for u to find out.

im livin in denial can?

today i woke up darn early can.

11am.

den went to my secondary sch.

lols.

ASSUMPTION ENGLISH SCHOOL.

i MISS secondary sch days.

Eugene Lau called me when

i was on my way to sch.

this shows that,

the meeting goin to start liao.

lols.

the sch now damn different can?

like PRISON liddat.

so many security guards.

so many cameras.

wah piangs.

that BENEDICT KEH ar!!

wastin sch money le.

realli wastin lor.

he can use that money to upgrade the sch la.

wahaha.

anyways. back to my life.

was findin the other seniors la.

nvm nvm.

i was walkin on second level.

greeted by my JUNIORS.

happy lor.

den found shoes outside d'Lighthouse.

entered.

lols.

said sorry for being a little bit late.

den was

self introduction time.

lols.

farnie la.

that Eugene Lau.

"...im 18...still available..."

lols.

mine was as per normal lor.

lols.

den chat and chat.

discuss and discuss.

den got 5mins break,

go see my CHOIR.

lols.

den after that, the fun part begins.

we went to play

FLOORBALL.

EX-AES Students

TRACK AND FIELD

ppl.

WEI BOON suppose to be at my side la!!

cheater.

lols.

my group :

Me, Joanna, Chang Hong, Jian Wei,

Li Chong, Ee Rong, Stewart, Luke,

Eugene Lau, Shannon

well the overall score for the game.

1 - 0

thanks to our goaler. Chang Hong.

lols. Christabel and Andrea ar?

sorrie le. u were playin Softball.

lols.

next time la kaes.

all of them proceeded to go al-ameen.

den i went hm.

lols.

chat and chat.

got to know weiqiang.

lols.

and adrian.

wahaha.

im still havin fun despite

the despair im havin.

daniel ar? im sorrie le.

if i got the converter, i help u onvert kaes.

plus burn it out of u.

sian ji pua.

...

qouted for weixin in msn.

"...i dun wank when i got a gf..."

up to u guys to think!!

wahaha.

weixin ar, i DARE lor.

-living in denial-

woke up darn early today.

5am.

ate.

den i return back to slp ard 8am.

wahaha.

harry msg me while he was in sch la.

lols. den were msg each other.

den woke up again ard 1pm.

talked to my mum at last.

den was slackin.

and slackin la.

lols.

was chattin online.

lols.

den harry msg me. lols.

he DAMN lame can.

((:

he reached hm,

den continue chattin online.

lols.

played MSN games with him.

i always lose la.

wtf.

den i called Jasmine.

asked her whether goin for squash or not.

she said not.

den i asked her bout yesterday squash

gatherin at cat's hse.

she said onli 3 turn up and darn

SIAN.

thank god i wasnt at there.

lols. ((:

den was playin game with harry.

shld be meetin him tmr ar.

lols.

dunnoe la he.

...

den was chattin with daniel.

lols.

he another LAME guy.

must train up wor.

lols.

u can do it de.

JIAYOU!!

lols.

jeff, me and that SP kia.

conference in one chatroom.

den jeff sick.

lols.

den all went out.

wahaha.

how lame la.

jeff ask me bout tiramisu.

as in the cake and nortt

that show.

well. all i can say is, its super NICE.

alvinvin: yesh im goin to LTC kaes.

eugene msg me.

told me bout tmr meetin.

sian lor.

wahaha.

nvm.

harry potter is coming out soon.

cant wait.

but i wanna watch sky high first.

lols.

oh ya. played with da jie too.

i won her.

muahaha!!

my didi, Daniel Liao.

msg me early in the mornin.

told me he was promoted to sec 3.

wah. im damn PROUD of him la.

didi, good job kaes.

make sure to stardie hard next yr ar!!

im suppose to be at stong now.

sleepin.

nortt infront of my lappy bloggin.

lols.

oh ya. quarrelled with my

DAD.

he is such an ...

...

NEVERMIND.

*rolls eyes*

chatted with louie.

lols.

-living in denial-

yesterday

i nvr sleep la.

my dad so unreasonable can.

cant he understand that i got other

RESPONSIBILITIES

to attend to.

haiz.

in the end my mum

allowed me to go.

blah blah blah.

den i didnt go.

*some text missin*

if u wanna noe, pls ask me.

...

da jie called.

went to sch.

amily saw me and she was like.

u goin?

haiz.

im so sorrie.

AMILY,

BENJAMIN,

ERN CI,

XIN AI,

STELLA.

im realli sorrie.

i realli hope u understand.

Benjamin: i know u can it de!!

i've let my committee down.

im super sorrie la.

stupid daddy.

i shld be enjoyin myself la.

and update my blog ltr.

im suppose to be at stong.

nortt in front of my lappy la.

oh ya. harry msg me early in the mornin la.

wahaha.

did i tell u that stong tee was

NICE!!

lols.

thanks to my co-partner.

FARAND.

wahaah.

((:

thanks bro.

i see them pack bags,

i shld be with them packin la.

wah piangs.

i so feel like a PS kia la.

louie: get ready. im runnin away. lols.

went to break fast with dee.

had a nice time la.

went hm.

chatted with alot of peeps.

thanks for the concern mann.

slp damn early.

was in my lala land by 10pm.

im tired kaes.

and i still feel so sad.

and ANGRY.

i feel so..

*no words to describe la*

i didnt fulfill my role as a

group leader.

i miss stong la.

i miss Qee.

wahaha.

my best guide buddy ever.

i chatted with fiona on phone.

after i put down, i went to slp.

sorry ar da jie.

lols.

play with u some other time kaes. wahaha.

-living in denial-

this is my last post for this week.

haiz.

i really dunnoe what to write.

im havin so much probs.

my dad took away my passport.

like wtf la.

i was at hm basically the whole day.

im nortt talkin to my mum

since yesterday.

seriously, it wasnt my fault.

she is so paranoid la.

haiz.

den the tshirt dunnoe

whether will turn out nice?

im so scared la.

sumone really lend me a hand.

im lookin forward to this event.

amily has faith in me.

i shall nortt disappoint her AGAIN.

i gave up when i return back to SG.

coz its isnt my comfort zone.

now i get what amily is tryin to tell me.

thanks alot.

it realli helps.

i was damn tired today.

harry msged me like nearly the whole

day.

he kept me company.

thanks alot.

im so called in tears while

writing this.

i need a hug.

SERIOUSLY.

call me sissy is u wan.

but i dun usually cry.

it has been a long time since i cried.

its nortt that i dun wan to leave hm.

but its the pain i've endured these

years.

regardless of friendship,

relationship, studies, ccas,

FAMILY.

and many many more.

y am i leadin such a souless life.

y am i having fun despite the

despair im havin.

y? Y? y?

now.

i just wanna tell my dad that,

i also got responsibilities

outside of the house.

his reply will be like, family comes first.

my reply will be, thats ur priority not mine.

my anger flares and his too.

nvr wld i thought i will run away from hm.

coz its showin my little brothers such a bad

influence i am.

my brothers look up on me.

while sumtimes i look down on them.

thats rivalry.

they themselves know,

whats right and whats wrong.

i dun wanna elaborate.

im impatient with my life.

im retarded.

im stupid.

im everything u're not.

my dad kept sayin that im always right.

i am.

im just statin facts and u dun like it.

hence, threatening me.

dun make me go to such an extent.

SERIOUSLY.

im ready to BLOW UP soon.

i wanna cry yet scream at the same time.

i wanna let everything go.

but what the hell is stoppin me?

i realli dunnoe.

im startin to get frustrated.

realli realli frustrated.

im thinkin bout suicide.

but thats stupid.

although i got cut myself before.

this is so attention seekin.

but its NOT.

im writing what i realli wan to say.

i realli wan to have fun at Stong.

make new friends and mingle ard with

my seniors.

i wanna cry at night thinkin.

what do i really wan in life.

say im crazy.

while cryin while sleepin.

i've done it before.

i dreamt of my fav.grandmother died.

i cried and cried and cried.

woke up, im cryin.

cant slp and continue cryin.

next mornin. i got sore eyes.

see.

i got emotional breakdown lor.

wahaha!

talked to alot of ppl online and was

callin my recee team mates.

askin lotsa things la.

im LOST and CONFUSED.

my world shattered.

another 2 more days and

its our so called our one mth

anniversary.

since the day i was at the person's hse.

Justin chatted with me online.

asked me whether i wanna chatt

on phone.

i said NO.

expected him to call me although

i said NO.

and my feelin was right.

he called.

he was a great friend.

i appreciate it.

Joel msg me too.

wahaha!!

must miss me ar!!

i got nth against homo.

i respect them.

i've been holdin ON.

i love my friends lots.

i love my family lots too.

im very fortunate already.

((:

but sumtimes they misunderstand me.

and i miss understand them.

this are flaws in human life.

i accept that.

nth is perfect.

when i scold my brothers

till they cry,

sumthing in me triggered too.

i'll start tearing up.

i love them.

i dun wan them to

do the same mistakes in life like me.

but they hated me.

let them me.

they will understand soon.

when they reach my age.

coz i went thru what they went thru.

i understand.

if anything happens to me during the

expedition,

i just wanna seek forgiveness.

if i had offended u in anyways.

this is how i realli feel now.

full of sorrow.

pain. thousand of arrows

puntured my heart.

i may be smiling.

but i've nortt shown my full

potential.

sumthing is keepin me away from it.

i've liked someone for nearly 3 yrs.

but its impossible between us.

sumtimes, there are just too much

to sacrifice.

but y?

why must things turn out this way.

dun they noe that i've suffered

ENOUGH.

maybe its karma.

im nortt religious.

i dun drink.

i dun smoke.

i see alot of other ppl

drinkin and smokin.

nortt religious.

but how cum they are enjoying life?

i dun get it.

it seem so unfair.

haiz.

i've paid the prize.

my tears are flowin down.

like a never endin river.

why? why? whY?

i've nvr expected life to be like this.

haiz.

i cleared my tears.

coz louie called.

he sumone that im realli close too.

sumone who i spent my whole O

level period.

went his hse every single day.

teach him science.

he teach me maths.

my first stayover is at his hse.

my night life friend.

i'll remember those days mann.

i still remember we used to

go night cycling.

3am.

wah. thats was my life.

carefree.

i wanna drink and i cant.

haiz.

its too temptin.

but im fighting it.

as i still have faith.

i miss my secondary skool life.

i miss my juniors.

i miss my duties.

i miss my EXCO team.

i miss my event planning.

i wanna turn back time.

to that sumone: i really wanna

say this to u. i will miss u.

LOADS!

i just cant say it on Phone.

sumtimes i keep thinkin.

im i kiddin myself.

im i pretendin.

im so broken up inside.

sewed together but still so

broken up.

im still on the phone with louie.

he's complainin.

lols. ((:

eat sumore la.

wahaha!!

may u choke and die to death.

ooppss.

thats too LOUD.

jokin kaes.

louie: nvr take things for granted.

have fun at work tmr kaes.

Xin ai just msg me online and asked me to

SLEEP.

but i cant.

my dad has my passport.

Ben is still nortt asleep too.

haiz.

im realli living in denial.

jeff msg me and asked whether

i got hallowween party.

u wanna jio me ar?

i dun mind. wahaha.

i just need to let it out of me.

I MISS THAT SUMONE.

i wun be postin till 28th Oct.

2 more days.

if u noe what i mean.

haiz.

sian.

well.

i better get goin.

u guys take kaire.

pray fer me.

-living in denial-

today was darn

FUCKED UP.

dun bother askin me y.

need to go to my most

hatred places on earth.

GEYLANG.

F-U-C-K

i thinkin bout askin

my parents to go and die la.

dun ask me y?

they still think im still a kid.

threatenin me.

lols. ((:

i got better things to attend to la.

louie got msg me and asked

me go out after his werk

in msn.

lols. ((:

all destroyed la.

just because i was being

SACARSTIC la.

*pengs*

F la.

im like leavin for dabong soon.

idiot mann.

now my dad is threatenin me.

MONDAY u SHALL NORT

LEAVE FOR DABONG.

look at me?

as if i kaire.

u allow or wun, im still goin.

was playin games with

Harry and Fiona.

lols.

that Khai.

got server problems.

i nearly win him la!!

argh!!.

lols.

nvm.

let him off.

siann mann.

-im livin in denial-

erm.

im havin fun despite

the despair im havin.

woke up ard 3pm

as usual la.

was chattin online

and slackin.

talked to IVAN.

meetin some of

my CATS members.

goin SWENSEN.

lols.

slack and slack.

left hm at 6.30pm

was msgin raymond la.

lols.

late as usual.

ate my baked rice.

nice nice nice.

loved it.

bought cake for jiayi.

advance bdae celebration.

ate topless 5.

sat there like until

2 hrs and 45mins la.

our bill...

...

$63.30 total.

pamper myself la.

im leavin for my expedition kaes.

all awhile, was thinkin

bout meetin louis la.

den walk walk.

went to taka.

raymond bought his sister's

bdae gift.

nice la.

thanks to ME!!

den jiayi went hm.

den i accompanied ray to the

bus-stop.

told ray that i lazy meet louis la.

so took 190 hm.

banged into jeremy.

lols.

increds campmate la.

reached teck whye,

louie sms me.

say go watch deuce gigolo.

i lazy la.

but since i got the intention

to meet up with him just now,

so go lor.

went hm change and went out again.

took the last bus to orchard.

how LAME is that la.

usually i take the last bus from

orchard to go hm la.

anyways, timo was there too.

lols. ((:

bought the tickets for the

1.55am slot.

went arcade.

went long john silver slack.

lols. the show darn funni la.

had a great time laughin.

and this is my first M18 show.

lols. ((:

im norrt legally 18 kaes.

SOON!!

wahahaha!!

8 FEB 2006

*hints*

after the show,

rained.

banged onto haz and marcus.

lols.

haz was with his canoe peeps la.

den the three of us go slack

at long john silvers.

went to buy lollipop.

den took bus hm.

missed the stop.

lols.

me and louie

were bz chattin ma.

reached hm.

eat la.

hungry hor.

lols.

den now bloggin lor.

tmr meetin wei xin.

and im still nortt asleep.

cool hor.

lols.

-for hatin' u, i blame myself-

well.

i woke up a 3pm today.

slack and slack.

was chattin with harry.

lols. he ask me sing la.

paiseh le.

louie msg me and asked me

whether wanna go sch together.

lols. ((:

in the end nvr la.

went to sch train squash.

lols.

went hm.

slack again la.

den was chattin with the

SP kia!!

den with jeff.

lols.

made new friends today la.

hhaa.

was pretty lame la.

was playin game with

da jie, fiona and

jowy.

lols.

darn funni can?

oh ya, today played squash

till darn fun la.

5 peeps play lor.

3 VS 2

lols.

me and jas mAke a

GREAT TEAM HOR.

dun play play.

haiz.

now slackin lor.

learned lots of new things today.

i wanna be with you can?

louie : im sworn to secrecy kaes.

i've known u too well.

im still the same old me.

the one u opened up to

in sec 3.

remember?

no point lying.

coz i know.

suddenly, im so

sad thinkin bout my

secondary sch life.

i miss all the fun i used to have.

i miss my friends.

i miss my juniors.

i miss the teachers.

haiz.

i miss everything.

i'll update more.

soon.

-im living in denial-

-because of YOU-

well.

fine.

dont think too much.

ya.

move on.

can u stop readin?

.....

....

...

*sighs*

i called Joel like 3am in the morning.

suppose to meet him on the 17th.

well. i've been bz kaes.

lols.

okok.

that anonymous guy called.

lols.

he still

dun wan to tell me

his name.

SP kia!!!

went out for awhile to

deliver my so called,

proposal, to this uncle.

....

...

what the HELL

are u THINKIN?

its the

GUNUNG STONG

TEE!!~

*faints*

all the way to bendermeer.

lols.

nvm.

well. catched up with my buddy.

wei xin ar!!! lols.

if its a good catch,

dun let it pass ar!! ((:

*power finger method*

tsk tsk tsk.

i also hereby wanna wish.

MR SEBASTIAN LIM

and

MR WEI BOON

HAPPY 17th bdae!

im feelin sicklish now.

haiz.

maybe i've exhausted myself.

my brain especially.

yaya.

i noe.

my blog has reached

1000++ visitors.

i cant wait for my

EXPEDITION.

pray fer me.

every night,

i've been thinkin.

im watchin CHARMED.

do-not-disturb

amazing RaCe RAWKS.

dun bother to think what i think la.

K-P-O

-LIVING IN DENIAL-

talked to my colleage yesterday.

chatted with an anonymous person
till 4am today mornin.

was darn bored today.

woke up ard 1.30pm.

there was like a traffic in my hp la.

every minute like..

...

*beep beep*

smses keep comin it.

lols.

went out to meet an uncle who

is goin to do my t-shirt

printin for the

gunung stong

expedition 2005.

after that on the way hm,

was msgin my ex.

*sighs*

how i miss those times mann.

lols. now im slackin already.

muahahaha!!

Justin called just now.

we chatted.

yesterday didnt go so well.

so ya, today we chatted

as per normal la.

((:

i been wantin to say this. to that sumone.

seems like just yesterday, you were a part of me

i used to stand so tall, i used to be so strong

your arms around me tight

everything felt so right

unbreakable, like nothing could go wrong
now i can't breathe, no i can't sleep

i'm barely hangin' on

i told you everything
opened up and let you in
you made me feel alright
for once in my life
now all that's left of me
is what i pretend to be
sewed together but so broken up inside

swallow me then spit me out
for hating you, i blame myself
seeing you, it kills me now
though i dont cry on the outside anymore

here i am
once again
i'm torn into pieces
can't deny it, can't pretend
just thought you were the one
broken up, deep inside
but you wont get to see the tears I cry

now i noe where this song comes in.
-livin in denial-

me, meimei, daddy.

mummy, what are u doin to my ears?

hehe. 2/4 angels.

miss them so much la.

sunset pic.

cool eh?

my friends left me.

my brothers left me.

YOU left me.

my friends for 5 yrs.

my meimei and mummy.

my last entry for today.

justin called just now.

i was doin spring cleanin.

u can laugh lor.

my dad la.

SIAO.

lols.

nvm.

Justin called and asked

how am i and everythin.

*roll eyes*

lols.

when am i leavin for

Dabong and everything.

lols.

he was using his hp.

wanted to call him.

but-oh-well.

i cant realli be bothered.

im sucha BITCH now.

well, adapt to it mann.

im so "ALRIGHT " la.

well, all the best for ur

Project Work and

Mid - year Papers.

well.

i may be a bitch but..

i do have my feelings.

im so sorrie.

well.

didnt expect things to

turn out this way.

im so sorrie.

-no point lookin back-

STOP ASKIN`

WHETHER

IM FINE.

IM NORT.

lols.

*roll eyes*

sumting that i wanna

brag now. lols.

the number of visitors,

has jumped by 100.

lols.

12 Oct - 710++

15 Oct - 810 ++

wah. im so ...

nvm.

...

XIAXUE!!

watch out!! lols.

eehh. link me le.

hhaa.

den i can be 2nd blogger in SG.

lols.

now the no.

of visitor since my last visit is...

900.

hhaa.

reach 1000 faster le.

cant wait.

but my counter,

every mth,

RESTART.

FCUK LA.

argh!!

im nort the ONE.

I've SUFFERED.

-living in denial-

dun PISS me off.

im startin to be

TEMPERMENTRAL

NOW.

i've been slackin enough i

SUPPOSE.

what do life want from me?

i'll die with no

REGRETS.

yesterday, 14 Oct 2005

im so sorrie for the late entry.

i reached hm like 7am the next day.

this is what happened yesterday...

...

woke up ard 11am after being

disturbed by my bros.

went back to slp.

woke up ard 1.20pm.

coz goin to play squash.

called louie.

meet with him at lot1.

went to buy squash ball first.

went to sch.

played from ard

3.30pm till 7.30pm lar.

intensive.

he realli gd lor.

especially drop shots.

he now noe my weakness.

S-H-I-T

lols.

nvm la.

he of coz have the advantage la.

D-U-H

u wanna noe y we stop?

coz louie swing the racquet and hit my face!!

now i got harry potter scar too la.

thanks louie ar!!

ARGH!!

louie was askin me whether wanna go

watch DUECE GIGOLO,

since we missed it that day.

didnt realli wanna waste money la.

went hm, den was chattin with derek.

meet up with him at PS.

den went to Suntec City.

den went to Esplanade.

den tour ard the town area.

ate at this indian stall.

den went to macdonalds.

slack slack.

*lotsa context missin due to STM*

to that person: what's the use of liking each other?

now u tell me what i told u before,

i told u,

its impossible between us.

now im so attached to ya,

this is the kinda answers i get.

but like i say, i respected.

took 190 and reached hm at 7am lor.

wei xin came back to SG le.

welcome back bro!!

missed ya!!

lols. ((:

cant wait to CRAP with u

AGAIN!!

lols. ((:

Today

woke up at 1pm.

slack and slack.

talkin online.

goin to meet manda ltr.

goin to seb and helong's

CHALET.

3pm, meet up and took a cab

down lor.

reached there,

me, manda and mei kwan,

went to go to the beach and slack.

talkin bout the old times mann.

slack and slack.

den went to walk ard.

den went back to the chalet.

took lotsa pics la.

so many poses.

lols. ((:

funni la.

so long nvr see them already la.

den went to the newly open foodcourt.

cant get seats.

so went to pack our food and have a feast,

by the beach!!

so fun la!!

we had seafood la!!

nice nice.

chit chat chit chat.

yada yada yada.

had so much fun la.

although im still hurt inside.

but today was a day i realli enjoyed

MYSELF.

thanks fer everything.

took a cab down to the nearest

MRT station.

hhaa. the ride was fun too!!

chat and chat lor.

quote from manda // meimei:

FUN, LAUGHTER,

PEACE AND JOY!!

well, here i am bloggin.

im tired.

and my heart needs a rest,

after all it has been thru.

im kinda happy now, my no. of

visitors have reached...

...

810++

-no point lookin back NOW-

another day has passed.

i cant be bothered already.

i'll treasure those times.

*cries*

had a great day today.

like seriously fun la.

woke up by derek's msg.

hha. it was already ard 1.30pm

den sms and sms.

hhaa. ((:

Justin sms me.

oh-well.

den saw jasmine online.

asked her whether goin squash ltr.

told her to msg me if she goin la.

slack and slack.

den left my hse ard 5.20pm

was even wondering whether that

JASMINE and CLIFTON

goin or not la.

sianx.

Jasmine returned my call after like

5 missed calls.

ard 6pm liddat.

reached sch 6.10pm

started to play la.

nort train.

expecting Louie.

today was devastating la.

i lost to

LOUIE - wtf?

JASMINE - first time.

JANICE - ivp(graduated)

CLIFTON - okok la.

my score with louis.

i kena shocked la.

i admit that his serving darn gd la.

2 - 9

4 - 9

over confident ba. lols. ((:

Clifton got shocked that i kena thrashed la.

lols. nvm la.

den received a msg from

Timothy Ong.

ask me go out watch movie.

deuce gigolo.

so ya. M18 de.

wif ofcoz mr louie la.

it has been a long time since the three

of us hang out lor.

after squash, was slackin.

den went to change...

den...

...

piangs le. i pengz la.

the toilet was like...

full of naked guys lor...

hhaa.

went to change quickly.

den went out and like infront of

of this guy la.

hhaa. lols.

refilled my bottle den

went back to court.

den him and his friend went to

the study area facin the squash court.

lols.

den he was like lookin at my direction.

lols. think its jing yang la.

den went hm.

louie called.

den slack and slack.

meet him ard 11.10pm

i was already on the phone with derek.

hhhaa.

den in the end timo reached there first.

and in the end we watched a horror show.

darn good la.

i RECOMMEND.

the wig

den went to eat.

still msgin derek la.

den slack.

walked to Mariott Hotel.

we catched up.

the THREE of us.

slack there till 3.55am la.

sit there ard 1hr and 50minutes la.

see. so much things la.

took a TAXI hm.

the uncle so nice to agree to send us hm

for $1o la.

hhaa. thanks to TIMO la.

he PRO ma.

reached hm.

continued to talked to mr louie.

tmr goin to play squash la.

lols. ((:

tmr nort to sure whether goin to

helong and seb chalet la.

shld be goin on SAT la.

louie asked me go tmr le.

dunnoe la.

see how la.

JAS : thaanks for the chocolate la.

-fell asleep thinkin bout u-

*impossible*

TODAY.

too tired to update la.

so many things rushin to my mind.

i cant cope with everything.

oh-pls-someone-just-come-and-save-me.

another day passed.

ponderin and wonderin.

time wasted cant be replaced.

im still waitin like nobody business.

are u even serious bout this?

viva-forever. *CRIES*

as usual. slack at hm.

today wireless like totally sucked.

dunnoe la.

must move ard the house.

haiz.

how pathetic can my life get.

i seriously wanna go back to sch.

NOW!!

i rot till i cant rot.

think its farnie??

and ya, i received this mail bout bloggin.

where is the freedom of bloggin nowadays?

racist comments, hatred, and many many

CRAPS.

lols. ((:

cant be bothered la.

if i had offended anyone,

im so SORRIE kaes.

im so happy la.

the number of visitors

to my blog has risen to

710++

still countin wor!!

wah. nort bad.

btw, the counter is per mth ar.

soon... i can beat that xiaxue.

lols. ((:

dun think so la.

she so popular la.

sumore her blog so fun to read.

hhaa. lots of funni funni stuff.

Derek msg me.

den sms and sms.

den chatted on the phone till 4am.

so ya. hhaa. ((:

THE BEST FOR UR O's.

JIAYOU!!

to all my juniors of AES...

ALL THE BEST FOR UR EXAM RESULTS!

ALL THE BEST FOR UR O's TOO.

im missin.

till the day.

...

im gettin frustrated.

soon, squash will be my

anger relievement programme la.

nort too sure whether goin fer squash tmr la.

so slack slack.

oh ya, i change my blog song already.

ALL ABOUT US - T.a.T.u

-fell asleep thinkin bout u-

another day has passed.

u gotta be kiddin me.

lols. ((:

was it meant to be?

im currently leadin a

not-so-simple-life

*cries*

wireless ard my area sucked!

so sorrie derek. halfway d/c.

well. slack and slack lor.

Chang Hong sms me tellin me that

there will be a recee to Kota Tinggi on

the 22nd Oct. ask me whether i can go.

well. i got expedition to Gunung Stong.

24th Oct to 28th Oct.

leadin ppl up there lor.

pray fer me ar! lols. ((:

recee is fun le. my recee to Stong was

FANTASTIC.

read my entry on 23rd Sept 2005 kaes.

there will be another meetin this

THURSDAY.

*sighs* kinda lookin forward.

but sumthing holdin me back.

y must time always go against me?

i need more time with...

sch like goin to start soon.

31st Oct 2005 awaits

for the grand opening for 2nd Sem.

i cant believe this is the way i spent my life.

where is my squash racquet?

i wanna be gd at it.

like seriously gd.

im not spendin my time correctly.

i wuld have atleast improve on my squash.

im fastin. i need to conserve the energy.

but im losin out on the rest.

NORT FAIR.

was chattin with derek.

den with jiayi and raymond.

so sad la.

different IS class next yr.

wtf? wth?

argh!! louie tagged my blog!

he NEARLY won Jasmine in squash.

but nvr. lols.

so im still safe.

thanked god.

quote from louie in msn:

i make jasmine run rnd the court like some mad dog alr

lols. Jasmine ar! next time i challenge u 2.4km run ar!

i got feelin u got better timin already.

i think u nvr run to the T rite!!

nvm. still got me and clifton to help u.

louie : i accept the challenge.

i shall win you FLAT!

chatted with Justin online.

fer awhile la. ((:

derek : u better have the

SELF-CONFIDENCE!!

-> i shld realli like stop sayin that. me myself dun ahve actually. <-

-> speak of the devils! <-

-> ask me to sing infront of 10000 peeps, i'll freak and pee in my pants <-

-> so what if im in the choir for 4 yrs? i still have stage fright <-

*sighs*

well, derek. just put in with all the best effort la.

determination!! lols. ((:

i noticed sumthing. i noe my blog song very darn nice la.

ppl pls stop downloadin kellyclarkson's song.

buy her album.

she is realli gd kaes.

stop music piracy!!

Justin will kill U!!

lols ((:

louie, i noe what u did last summer!! lols. ((:

BeCauSe Of You -> IM REFERIN TO U.

i've been missin u lor.

where have u been?

utopia? im reachin the stars lor.

catch a fallin star

and put it in ur pocket

never let it fade away.

-fell asleep thinkin bout u-