i skinned my knee.

yaya. i owe u guys updates.

25 March 2006

hmm. lemme see.

what happenned?

oohh. i remembered.

when to sch to play squash with clifton.

darn fun can.

we started playing ard 2.30pm till 7pm

jeannie and company came ard 5plus.

me and clifton had matches.

since he is better den me,

to pass, atleast i must get 5 points la.

and i achieved that. *claps*

hmm. we took videos of our training and

of course our match la. ((:

using my N70 hp of course.

the video darn clear la.

erm. on the phone can see the ball,

but on the lappy, can see lei.

*thumbs up*

haha. so much memory left on my

1GB memory card la.

after that went home,

meeting my clique.

ah jiang called, then meet up.

but meeting at 10 plus coz one of our friends

coming ard that time.

so me and jiang went home.

den after that ah jiang asked me go lot1

play arcade.

went lor. den after that louie sms me,

ask me go clubbing.

but i wasnt in the mood. wahahaha.

he also at lot1 with his friend.

den after that meet up with noel.

hey boy, dun cry too much.

parents are liddat. when they are angry,

they dun think too much to say what they feel.

dun worry, im here for u kaes.

that a promise.

then went to rave's hse den mahjong!!

and i won quite a few times la.

dun play play.

and whu the hell said that malays'

dun know how to mahjong! *slaps*

its 2 plus in the morning.

send noel home.

went home.

watched anime.

then went to my lala land.

- miss ya loads -

im HEARTBROKEN. :((

26 March 2006

hmm. today darn pathetic la.

louie sms-ed me.

we both cant decide what to do today la.

in the end, i nvr go out with him.

lols. at home.

watched anime.

den after that meet my parents at lot1 to have

our dinner.

had KOREAN FOOD again.

the auntie recognises me already la.

thats how frequent i eat it kaes.

lols. before i eat it, i remembered noel of course.

den went to the arcade. the saw edward and ahjiang.

lols. the quarreled with my mum.

*blah blah blah*

den went home. chatted.

talked to my kor.

talked to ameer on the phone.

lols. ameer, slowly decide. go sch decide la.

watched anime. slept ard 4am. ((:

tired. tired.

-I STILL FEEL YOUR TOUCH IN MY DREAMS-

-i miss you lots, J-

take kaire ppl.

heh. that fat louie called me.

DAMN EARLY IN

THE MORNING.

lols. i was having a nice dream can.

lols. and obviously asking me bout my results.

this is how i fare for it.

Engineering Mechanics - C

Manufacturing Technology Practice - C

Analogue Electronics - C+

Communication Toolkit - C+

Engineering Mathematics 2 - C+

Mechanical Drawing & CAD - C+

Individual And the Community - A

my GPA for this semester : 2.4259

lols. nvm nvm. can do better.

plus. someone owe me a movie treat now.

((: i wanna thank him for his support mann.

went swimming with jiang.

den went to eat at lot 1.

KOREAN FOOD.

den went hm.

watched anime.

watched my chinese drama show.

"THE SHINING STAR"

den was chating with on msn.

den till now slacked lor.

((:

im starting my basic theory soon.

i wanna DRIVE.

lols. ((:

p/s: im posted to ECE.

take kaire peeps.

heh. im back.

lols. time to update about the

DRAGONBOAT REGETTA.

lols. u all shld be kept in the suspense mann.

lols. ok la.

tell you all la.

((:

Qualifying Round - 3rd.

Finals - 5th.

that wasnt realli expected.

but we were against NACC kaes.

plus they send in 2 teams.

so our hopes of getting 1st and 2nd drowned.

wanted so much to get the medal.

but well.

its an experienced i've gained.

im contented.

plus its a TEAM effort.

thanks fer the fun.

den off we went to bathe.

den to town.

ate at BK.

then off to pool.

den went home.

was chatting to ameer all the way la.

lols. ameer ar, take kaire horr.

enjoy urself before sch starts. ((:

den of coz watched,

my channel 8 chinese drama series,

"MY SHINING STAR"

lols. feeling kinda lethargic.

was messaging noel and benson.

lols. benson, sorry nvr pick up ur call,

was in the living room ar. paiseh.

i was goin ard and i found this.

and it applies to me too.

1. I love you not because of who you are,

but because of who I am when I am with you.

----------------------------------------------------------
2. No man/woman is worth your tears,

and the one who is, won't make you cry.

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3. Just because someone doesn't love you

the way you want him to,

it doesn't mean he/she doesn't love you

with all he/she has.

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4. The worst way to miss someone

is to be sitting right beside him/her

knowing you can't have him/her.

------------------------------------------
5. Don't waste your time on a man/woman

who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

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6. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people

before meeting the right one,

so that when we finally meet the person,

we will know how to be grateful.

-----------------------------------------------------------
What I find important in a relationship : 5Cs

CHEMISTRY,

COMMUNICATION,

COMPATIBILITY,

CONTRIBUTION,

COMMITMENT.

kk. im goin to rest now. take kaire. ((:

tmr getting results.

all the best to all ngee ann poly students'

who are reading my blog entry now.

best wishes. ((:

heh. today had so much fun.

the training for

DRAGONBOAT REGETTA

was kinda tiring. but well.

we are so goin to win the race tmr.

lols. im so goin to be high can?

tmr the race will be held at kallang river.

erm. its near the kallang sea sports club.

im meeting my peeps in sch tmr.

((: wish me all the best mann.

i wanna maintain the OB standard.

we got 2nd last year!! we can do it this year too.

today, i got my NJC shirt. cool eh. hhaa.

lols. i dun realli noe y im gettin JC's shirt fer.

collector's item? lols.

went to my cousin's hse.

did her bluetooth thingy fer her.

lols. my cousin just changed her phone.

erm. nokia 7370.

aiya. same as vinvin's phone.

i love her theme can! darn nice la.

i miss you so much.

yet i didnt realli wanna say.

unless you tell me u missed me too.

was watching to my favourite chinese drama

on the tv now.

"MY SHINING STAR"

the show darn nice can.

if i missed it, i'll DIE?

lols. ((:

watched "MY SIMPLE LIFE" too.

im starting to like PARIS and NICOLE.

they darn hot can.

quoted from the show...

"thats hot","hello,gorgeous"

haha. im addicted.

was watching anime after that.

hmm. im gettin myself ready for tmr.

IM READY FOR

DRAGONBOAT REGETTA.

all the best to ME.

((:

take kaire guys.

p/s: thanks to shawn for the trainin today. ((:

monday, played squash.

they send email but only 4 turned up.

how pathetic. lols.

me, clifton, eunice and dinie

are the only ones who turned up.

thats bad.

den one of my friends asked me to meet him.

den went lor. all the way to suntec.

lols. but can say quite sian la.

nvm nvm.

scores for the squash match.

2 VS 1

clifton and dinie VS me

8 - 10

lols.

1 VS 1

me and clifton

7 - 9

5 - 9

lols. yaya. i lost.

then today, was the lamest.

lols. suppose to meet one of my friends.

den later my bro having sports heats.

so just in case im late, i cancelled the meeting.

so called louie to squash with me.

but later daven called.

lols. another meeting came up.

so i told louis to go home.

and i went to sch.

the talk was 2 freakin hrs.

but was kinda fun la.

the lecturer sitting beside me kept lookin.

u wanna noe y?

coz i was wearing VJC shirt.

lols. nvm nvm.

den went home.

and SLACKED.

wahaha.

okok.

to those OUTWARD BOUNDERS' peeps.

tmr DRAGONBOAT REGETTA

training is at 3pm.

meet at SNACKBAR.

see u guys there.

haha.

i miss you too, noel.

take kaire peeps.

im goin to update now.
been hanging out with louis lately.
been a long time.
((:
went to play squash with louis.
it was darn fun kaes.
den off to town.
ate to our fill with KFC.
then off to the ARCADES in town.
thats our routine la.

lastest update about me is that
im taking part in
DRAGONBOAT REGETTA.
and of course representing,
OUTWARD BOUNDERS.

louie been opening up to me.
me myself did.

suddenly im thinking bout the past.
the fun and the laughter i had.
the times i spend that time with that person.
how i wished i could turn back time and
tell that person how much i loved and liked the person.
how i wished i could just stop the time when
i was at the person's hse and be by the person's side
for eternity.

its like a pain that i just covered with my stress.
one moment u said you liked me.
the next moment you left me.
just as i expected it.
but i realli wanna noe y u wanna take the risk.
the risk has its consequences.
you knoe i wun reject it.
the conquences has hurt me lots.
yet making me a better person.

the bad part is that u didnt contact me already.
plus, i just assumed you were bz.
i rather have u not sayin you liked me.
den losing you COMPLETELY.

my msn keep giving me problems.
so i wanna say to those whu are reading my blog.
if u cant contact me in msn.
just give me a buzz or sms me kaes.

im legally 18.
but whats the big deal bout it.
i realli thought thru it.
im just a yr closer to my death.
lols. okok. im just being sacarstic.
been wanting to club.
but i havent found the mood.
plus, $$ is an important factor when u club.
wahahha. see. i thought it thru.

i realli wanna SQUASH like mad.
i wanna get into the IVP team.
i want to get hold of a new racquet.
so many things suddenly appeared infront of me.
yet i thought, i'll die with no regrets last time.

i wanted to say i like you.
but whats the point when u like another person.
i dun wan to be a third party.

things have changed fer me.
my LIFE.

when is the last time i praised sumone?
when is the last time i said i love you to my parents?
when is the last time i cooked for the family?
when is the last time i spend time with my family?
when is the last time i really laughed?
when is the last time i spend time with the person i love?
when is the last time i said im hot?
when is the last time i said im good at this?
when is the last time i fell in love?
when is the last time i sang a malay song?
when is the last time i prayed?
when is the last time i cried?
when is the last time i went for a japanese exchange programe?
when is the last time i did my duty?
when is the last time i hang out with my juniors?
when is the last time my juniors asked me out?
when is the last time i planned sumthing?
when is the last time i called that sumone?
when is the last time im worried over something major?
when is the last time i touched the a musical intrument?
when is the last time i slept at ty friend's hse?
when is the last time i think about my future?
when is the last time i changed my ambitions?
when is the last time i cared?
........
....
..
.
the list goes on.

there are realli lots of things not completed.

im just looking things in a different manner.

i came across a blog.
suddenly i wondered too.
which category my friends fall under.

1)Friends who stick by you through thick or thin.
2)Friends who look for you only when they are in need.
3)Friends who want company when they are lonely.
4)Friends who you know you will have a fruitful frnship till eternity.

hhaa.
i realised sumthing.
I MISS GUNUNG STONG.
haha.
i still remember the person's sms.
"wanting me to return back safely in one piece"
haiz. im feel agitated yet sad at the same time.
everytime i listened to
"Amazed" or "Yi Qian Nian Yi Hou"
it reminds me of U.

for those whu have been frequently coming to
my blog to read,
sorry if i take a long time to update yea?

lols. i noticed after i updated the entry about the
sec1 camp, my readers seems to be coming back.
haha. seems to think that i'll update requently,
but im super sorry.
i'll only update when i feel like it or when i have free time.

im goin to squash training later.
at last im meeting clifton.
((:
heh. dunnoe y that JASMINE nvr email me lei.

oohh ya. i found out whu pranked called me already.
CALVIN and WEILI.
lols. using KAIWEN's HP.
u think its funni.
haha.
hmmm. NIGEL CHUA.

well. i better get goin.
need to be in sch by 12.30pm.
i'll update more soon.

take kaire peeps.

well. i totally updated like sum stuff la.

like they always say.

"A PICTURE PAINTS A
THOUSAND WORDS"

hope you guys enjoy this long entry la.

took me like 3 days to finish this entry.

my wireless connection seem to have errors la.

so my sincere apologies la.

if u cant reach me in msn, pls sms or call me kaes.

heh. after my interview. on my way hm.

im in a heavy thinkin actually.

Joshua caught a chameleon. cool rite?

found it when doin the trust walk with ah jiang.

haha.

thanks to NORFI. ((:

drawn by NORFI too. ((:

plus CSI:KOTA TINGGI

they still think im the murderer.

im only a SUSPECT la.

the real murderer is SHANNON!!

YAY. i found DENISE. ((:

i miss softball can. after this pic is taken,

me, wei boon and ah jiang

started playing softball.

PLANNERS CAUGHT SLEEPING. heh.

as you can see, tiredness is influencial.

another one joined it.

caught red handed fer SLACKING.

i meant SLEEPING.

I got the best of the world on my shirt MANN.

plus, IM A MURDER SUSPECT.

LTC RAWKS. lols.

LOGO courtesy of LIYING.

plus. im leaving NGEE ANN.

and be an

OFFICIAL LIYING POLY

STUDENT.

heh. paste it all on ME!

plus, im a certified point master.

approved by FARHANA.

LOGO done by LIYING.

haha. my FANS!!

JARED. 1/4^2003

JIA JUN. 1/4^2003

CINDY. 1/4^2003

PUAY KEAT. 1/4^2003

DENISE. 1/4^2003

heyhey. she aint heavy. she is my junior.

i support her. thats what friends are for.

plus, she is SEXAY. wahaha. ((:

okok. i admit. we didnt had nth better to do can?

me and one of the sec1 camper.

He RAWKS!

Btw, he just woke up. lols.

erm. more like a 1 week camp la.

this one goin for a camp plus sch plus holiday.

LMAO.

yaya papaya. one of the campers thought that

AES is in England.

gosh. they goin to run away from home instead

of goin to camp la.

erm. the person missing is Zheng Jiang.

he is so anti-social. haha. jkjk.

blame it on my short hand kaes.

hhaa. not bad already la. SENIORS!!

not bad ar, my skill of takin the photo.

close eyes sumore. cool rite?

actually, took alot of times la.

but lazy to post. ((:

be honoured to see us sleepin in the hall.

lols. only happens once in a gazillion years.

we where exhausted can?

too much fun in a day can be so COOL.

we were so famous kaes.

AES SENIOR

batch of 2001.

Before the camp ends, my final pic with my juniors.

COW and CINDY.

btw, CINDY is my FAN.

lol. 2/4^2004 RAWKS.

and of coz my former class,

2/4^2002.

i miss all of em.

for those EX-ASSUMPTIONITEX,

who has forgotten, this pic is to remind you,

where the hell u took ur O's.

THE HALL.

haha. there seem to be alot of fireworks.

lols. those readers may not get it.

only applies to ME, WEI BOON,

KENG THENG and ZHENG JIANG.

HER and ME. ((:

Chinese New Year Celebration@

HER AUNT's hse. cool eh?

taken with me, belinda and gladys.

miss those times le.

catch up soon kaes?

Jasmine and Me.

Ngee Ann Open Hse.

Trojanites again.

( what is that gurl behind lookin at? hmm. -.-")

been a very very long time since i updated.

there are so many things that have

happened. which i so called goin to summarise la.

lols. and for this summary, its more of a composition.

imagine compiling months of infomations,

well. its not good keepin everything inside right.

actually, im suppose to update more often after

my common test. but kinda lazy la.

aint werking yet lazy.

well, whats new. heh.

most recently, went for the

Secondary One

Orientation Camp

2006

overall, darn fun la.

the first night, chatted like crazy,

even bathed like 2 times la.

lols. played floorball with the other seniors.

lols. den went to slp with my juniors.

lol. im the most senior there.

my batch, only me there.

darn sad. but enjoyed myself.

second day, haha. my gay pals came.

haha. ALEX came hoorr!!

i miss him mann.

plus. im shocked to see Balian la.

MISS HIM LOADS can.

he is like 4 yrs my senior

and still came for the camp.

sorrie bro, nvr inform you bout the camp.

my sincere apologies kaes.

on the night, campfire was great.

haha. lost my slippers while dancing.

darn paiseh can? lols. later i can still

announce that my slippers missing.

wahaha. the ones whu stayed overnight is me and

zheng jiang. but i PS him coz i didnt slp the first night.

sorrie horr. i didnt really slpt the first night.

once i accompany stephanie to the SC room,

i saw a spot just nice fer me to slp.

of coz didnt miss the chance la.

went to SLP!!

the third day, was rather fun coz

weiboon and kengtheng came back.

lotsa fun la.

den we were pasting stuff on urself

using masking tapes.

that explains the pics la.

haha.. cool eh?

claudia ar. dun think too much eh.

den off to home. and went to lala immediately.

there's more to my life.

im kinda afraid that i will fail my EXAMS.

like SERIOUSLY.

lols. someone suppose to go out with me lorr.

haha. been hanging out late this past few weeks la.

been meeting new peeps.

been hanging out with Zheng Jiang and co.

darn cool.

plus been playing mahjong la.

and of coz blackjack.

wahaha. im getting good at it lor.

kinda confused over some stuff for the past few days.

the more i think of it the more intense it gets.

whoa. sumtimes.

i go wonder whether im depressed.

looks like i am.

but i enjoy myself yet sad inside.

its a mix feeling.

im simple yet complicated.

[[ here i am ]]

[[ once again,im torn into pieces ]]

[[ cant deny it ]]

[[ cant pretend ]]

[[ just thought you are the one ]]

[[ broken up ]]

[[ deep inside ]]

tell me whu is here fer me.

been wanting to find werk.

but to no avail.

anyone got lobangs.

must tell me ar.

haha.

its so difficult to say the 3 lil words.

i been wanting to say it to you.

ITS OBVIOUS THAT I LIKE YOU.

I MISS YOU LOADS.

im tired. i'll update when i got the time.

blessed be.