i skinned my knee.

i swear i think of you everyday.

hoping that you would call me and tease me.

i dont know what i said that morning that pissed you off.

i've said sorry.

i dont wanna be like everyone else.

and tonight, i wanted to call you,

but i dont have the courage no longer.

Labels: AMK

"Knowing that i like you and i cant have you."

Labels: life.

to someone:

you know how much i really like you.

honestly, love is pretty much selfish.

if i want to fight for my own happiness, i would;

to take you away from the other party.

you knew what's its like to stare at each other for a year.

the physical attraction, but both of us just stood there.

i wanted you so badly but you're attached. so where do i stand now?

i wanted you to happy always.

to see you smile.

to make sure you have your sleep always.

i dont wanna give you up.

but its killing me from inside.

everytime i want to ask you out, i'll think of the other party.

i dont like you being scolded or reprimanded.

maybe just a better life for you.

im happy to hear everything about you.

left right up down middle center.

it makes me feel that you trust me.

one of those times you said that i would be like everyone else,

to leave you.

but after today's call in the morning,

it seem like you want to make me like everyone else instead.

you knew what's right and what's wrong.

but i don't know why you keep doing it,

is it for the thrill? cheap thrills that will get you into trouble?

ask yourself whether you're contented or happy?

we humans tend to always go for a better one, but in the end, we end up being alone.

flaws are what that makes us humans.

sigh.

sometimes, i wanna laugh at my own stupidity.

because afterall, i still fell for you.

Labels: FTW.

omg. im like so lethargic. honestly.

my heart went through so many aches.

this weekend is my most hectic so far.

went out with jinyan. and we had a good laugh tgt.

thanks for being there girl. although im a happy boy now.

and we both know that one part of us hurt when it happen.

my heart was beating so fast and my mind raced.

thats what i felt when i read the message.

i got so restless.

when you called.

i smiled. and everything faded.

to spend the entire morning with you,

adventuring around was nice.

to me,

it was time well spent.

and of course, to tell you,

dont look down on HOW FAR I CAN WALK!

i had fun. thanks.

met ernest, jorge, august and garmeng.

slacked at junction 8.

off to town.

and back to ang mo kio.

and i did have the urge to see you again.

but i wanted you to SLEEP.

my small heart is smiling now.

though i know tmr im back to camp.

oh wells,

promise me you'll sleep enough.

and no more self pity! (:

Labels: AMK

whatever it is.

as long as you're happy.

these few days have been,

a roller coaster ride for me.

and you were there to ride it with me too.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

faith.

you'll need it; so do i.

Labels: bad romance.

i wanted to just die thinking of what to type.

its alr so embarrassing thinking about it.

can i stop thinking? i dont think so.

*pulls my hand from typing.

why is the attraction so strong?

why? why? why? why? why?

all the possibility of "if only" appeared right in-front of me.

can i say i regret keeping it to myself.

honestly.

my heart is pumping so fast right now.

and in the background, right here from brandy is playing adding to the atmosphere to

what im feeling.

there is so much to say.

but i dont know where to start.

i just feel happy.

like what i wanted to know.

thank you.

Labels: JYXW

i'll never forget this friday the 13.

my heart-ache so much.

its all laid on the table nicely for you to see.

and i took a step back.

and we both know why.

and, if only...

Labels: if only.

i was damn right that people are just getting plastic

and everything else.

why use a mask when you know yourself damn right that you're

just plain superficial.

yeah. here we are again back to square one;

that concludes to a point, we are all humans.. AND!

superficiality is a fucking norm.

who doesnt wanna look good right?

do i see anyone putting up their hands? because,

im pretty sure i'll cut those hands off.

thats concludes where guys who take good care of themselves pretty well as gay, oh i mean, sissies.

pussies as some more man ppl would say. blah blah blah.

i dont give a single shit.

people who just need to step on my tail, will just,

made to suffer with something called mind fucked.

and well, if you wanna play that game,

i'll tell you one thing, you'll just lose.

yay! i love you readers! honestly, there is one out there who still reads this.

and checks on this everyday to see what i've updated.

*rings the police

"hello, uncle ah, i have a stalker.. urm, on my blog."

i'll laugh and hang up.

you're(most) seen the nice part of me.

you've not known how cunning i'll could get.

and i'll simply say you wouldn't want to know me in the first place.

if you still do till now then xoxo.

silly little boys, you can look but you cant touch.

i've been rathe rbusy with camp.

and i think NS is pretty fun after awhile.

and those who wanna chao keng should just die.

i love singapore.

if i've fallen in love with someone.

means that someone is smth.

because i can seriously differentiate between like / love / lust.

ooo.. the 3L. not 3P like britney's.