something in me triggered today, surprisingly.
there are so many happenings this many months.
if i have to write about all those, it will take ages.
someone made me realised that i've played out hard.
and i ought to start thinking and i should start to love.
but love, has always crushed me down.
it hurts so much that i dont dare to love.
and i stopped believing in love.
since some kid left me in 2007.
and i took toll and played around till now.
and its getting nowhere at all.
i fell for someone deep on just the first night.
its just an attraction that i nvr felt so long.
and i keep denying it.
and deny.
and deny.
and deny.
and here i am now, writing, feeling numb.
because someone out there, make me wanna love again.
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