and i can feel the pain through me alr.
NO NEED TO ASK ME TO CLUB.
because i wont go.
wonder why? just ask me.
contented? yes.
annoyed? yes.
stressed-up? yes.
i have alot of mixed feelings in camp.
so many things to think of!
SOC, IPPT, TESTS, FIELD CAMP, LIVE FIRING.
when im out.
i only think of one thing.
and always looking forward to it.
i so need to believe i can do this.
a leader leads by example.
really alot of thanks to those who talks to me when
im in camp and everything. really appreciate it.
went over to hazel park condo to meet gladys.
talked and had family lunch.
shopped and cabbed home.
the sian feeling filled in.
the thought of booking in.
fucked-up.
and the thought of tmr's IPPT was worst.
a hug would have been great now.
xoxo.
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