field camp and SIT test.
damn shagged.
and feeling depressed for a short while.
thanks to my bunk buddy, cedric.
talking to him always make me feel better.
=]
and i cried after i completed my 12km route march.
i thought i nvr would make it.
because i didnt complete my 8km route march on field camp because i was on status.
i only completed the 6km route march and i managed to complete the 12km.
which was double.
and it was really draining.
and from my platoon,
one passed out right after we stopped.
and the other one passed out after awhile.
i was stunned, too tired to think. i just stared at my dear friend.
i would really use the word SHAGGED.
i pushed myself forward despite all blisters and the pain.
i kept thinking about my family and my fellow friends.
knowing they would be proud of me.
and after these SIT test and Field Camp,
im not really sure if command sch would be a great place for me.
i dont wanna be depressed thinking about it again.
and the airforce has called me up for the interview and the contract signing.
how?
im shld really start thinking about my future.
now thats its under recession and ongoing recovery.
would i be able to get a job outside?
and lastly.
i sucked at DOTA now.
and jorge knows that. hahhaa.
silly drow ranger cant kill much as last time.
and im looking for gladys which disappeared into thin air with
my dear ipod. hahhaa.
im tired.
seen the doctor. and....
doctor says that he suspect that i might have a lung infection.
GOD. save me.
i will be away from camp till monday to rest.
i'll be home sleeping. maybe plus the porn. HAHHAAHAHA.
k.
enough about NS.
which i know and cant deny the fact that its my life now.
wtf right.
I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away
Goin' away
Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?
See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away
Goin' away
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away
This crush ain't goin' away
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away
Goin' away
Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?
See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away
Goin' away
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away
This crush ain't goin' away
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