i skinned my knee.

a week's update in tekong.

haha.

i've completed my 16km route march.

and yes, i sprained my ankle and i survived.

thanks la, adrian tan yi jia.

and of course my dear buddy, cedric tay.

all along, i didnt care anymore.

the whole route march was alr a shagging one.

and i couldnt be bothered more about anything else.

the next one would be the IPPT.

i've passed. =]

sometimes, i wonder why i strive so hard.

who am i suppose to prove to?

my pride is starting to take over sometimes.

how can i ever throw that away.

oh!

we had recruit's afternoon on friday!

and the whole company did an imitation of their sergeants.

AND

IT WAS DAMN FUNNY!

my sergeants were laughing their asses for sure.

because very embarrassed.

funny stuff.

and yea, i booked out on friday.

sorry william,

not able to accompany you to town.

too tired.

went for love amplified concert with jorgey,bernard,ernest and calvin.

thanks for the ticket jorge.

and before that, i was shopping around with yuan zhi in bugis.

funny stuff la.

all those gossips and everything.

i took notice of smth.

even when u are a good person and just once you did smth wrong,

everyone around will just remember that one wrong thing you did.

how things work, impresses me.

and im feeling numb.

thus, just let me go.

i really cant be bothered.

im tired of all the nonsense.

i'll just be there when u need me.

Labels: a chance to redeem.

wont be updating.

some things are still preferred to be left unsaid.

everytime they turn the lights down

just wanna go an extra mile for you

you got my display of affection

feels like no one else in the room

the center of attention

even when im up against the wall

you got me in a crazy position

i can get down like there's no one around

cameras are flashing and im dirty dancing

just keep watching and i'll keep rocking.

you want a piece of me?

Labels: fuck chances. =]

fuck off.

stop being too modest and act as if nothing happened.

Labels: fuck you understand.

im happy to know i have a chance.

seriously.

to ask is another.

Labels: you know i want you.

booking in now.

see you ppl on sat k.

and YES, i like someone.

Labels: answered.

for once i rather keep my mouth shut.

i know the answer and it would be rather heart breaking.

thus. walk away. and deny.

Labels: question not to be answered.

it nvr felt so good to wake up in the morning

and its raining outside.

never happened to be before when i booked out.

very orgasmic you know. (*moans out load)

thou' the night before i stayed over.

and it rained at night.

and the room was air-conditioned.

it was like an igloo. HAHAHAHA. (*looks at you.)

im feeling a lil better.

and i hope jorge is too.

p/s: both of us are sick.

tho' on the sidetrack,

i had 2 waffles. ( suppose to have 3, but jorge and me didnt manage to get it. )

i had 4 roast chicken pie kia.

and kinder bueno. =]

and at night,

met up with jorge for dinner which he was suppose to come over my hse.

i had KOREAN FOOD. (*run away from Noel)

while jorge had Yong Tau Foo.

and we had bubbletea!

then we had ya kun kaya toast.

so much for being sick huh.

smack our faces right.

u guys reading are cursing and swearing alr right.

FUCK YOU ALL LA. (*sorry! influenced by the sergeants in camp!)

FUCK YOU UNDERSTAND!? (*they even asked us you know! and we recruits actually replied YES!)

went over to gla's condo.

got back my sweet little ipod nano.

its called "Raging Heart" now.

cute right? =]

and im wide awake.

tmr booking in at 0630hrs.

im alr looking forward to POP.

and my mum alr ~~attacked~~ using my N82.

daddy is getting my E61 for me.

but i do hope when i go unit, i could use my N82.

i fucking used it for like less than a yr.

oh well. its done.

Labels: Random Rants.

some questions asked by you really give me a shock.

tho' the answers are known.

Labels: mark that down.

this is MAJOR!

30 MORE DAYS TO POP.

9th DECEMBER 2008

thats equal to BLOCK LEAVE! =]

*smiles out loud. (looks at jiawei,jorge,garry)

im left with 3 things to complete! (MAJOR)

-BIC ( 13th November 2008 ) *cb! rihanna's concert! shld be watching with jorgey! (*shhh.. i might try to book out!)

-SOC (Standard Obstacles Course) * nabei! i dont even know when is this.

-IPPT ( like Napfa la) *knn! i better pull myself up 8 times. i wanna get SILVER! *prays.

Labels: MAJOR STUFF TO RANT.

yay! im done with two major event in two weekends!

field camp and SIT test.

damn shagged.

and feeling depressed for a short while.

thanks to my bunk buddy, cedric.

talking to him always make me feel better.

and i cried after i completed my 12km route march.

i thought i nvr would make it.

because i didnt complete my 8km route march on field camp because i was on status.

i only completed the 6km route march and i managed to complete the 12km.

which was double.

and it was really draining.

and from my platoon,

one passed out right after we stopped.

and the other one passed out after awhile.

i was stunned, too tired to think. i just stared at my dear friend.

i would really use the word SHAGGED.

i pushed myself forward despite all blisters and the pain.

i kept thinking about my family and my fellow friends.

knowing they would be proud of me.

and after these SIT test and Field Camp,

im not really sure if command sch would be a great place for me.

i dont wanna be depressed thinking about it again.

and the airforce has called me up for the interview and the contract signing.

how?

im shld really start thinking about my future.

now thats its under recession and ongoing recovery.

would i be able to get a job outside?

and lastly.

i sucked at DOTA now.

and jorge knows that. hahhaa.

silly drow ranger cant kill much as last time.

and im looking for gladys which disappeared into thin air with

my dear ipod. hahhaa.

im tired.

seen the doctor. and....

doctor says that he suspect that i might have a lung infection.

GOD. save me.

i will be away from camp till monday to rest.

i'll be home sleeping. maybe plus the porn. HAHHAAHAHA.

enough about NS.

which i know and cant deny the fact that its my life now.

wtf right.

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush

'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away
Goin' away

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away
Goin' away

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away
This crush ain't goin' away

Labels: lovebites.