wtf.

shall try to cover my eyes and take a nap.

oh oh.

i need love.

haha. that was uber random.

ignore me.

for those who are still in their sleepy old lalalands, (i wake up at 0430hrs everyday k!) im alr in the army for two weeks. and you might nvr know that this fucker who is typing this entry now sleeps at 2200hrs and wakes up before the sun even rises to greet him.

YES YES YES. i miss my friends but i know they shld be missing me more. =] *smiles WIDELY.

BMT has been quite fun. though some thoughts disturbs me at night but i just keep it to myself. the way i look at you differ after you told me what you did. i dont know. i know where i stand. but that maybe just irks me out.

anyways, before i continue.. i wanna wish CHUA ZHENG JIANG and GLADYS WU, happy birthday! =]

k, continue with army life.. the day i was enlisted, sibei scary. i dont know anyone. all i did was smile and anybody who looks at me. i was like in a foreign land where all the races hardly talk. i nvr felt so lost. went to the bunk to put my stuff and thats when i met my bunk mates for the first time. and i really have to thank god for them! but i have a price to pay! my bunk is at level 5. the highest level of the company. so what can i conclude, GOD IS FAIR. =]

and and and... i drew my ARMS alr. ( not the arms on the body la ) its the SAR21 ( Singapore Assault Rifle for the 21st Century). DAMN HEAVY. but fun to play with. hahahha.

there was alot of marching.

there was alot of drills.

there was alot to carry.

there was alot of push ups.

there was alot of RUNNING.

and alot more.

and i dont really wanna bore my readers.

i miss my bed badly.

and i've not masturbated for a very long time. ( you dont need to know )

and YES, i miss my FAMILY. =]

i miss my laptop.

i miss freedom.

I MISS JIAWEI.

I MISS JORGE.

I MISS GARRY.

in short i miss my buddies and friends la.

god. im tired. and its barely 11pm. wtf.

i'll update again.

anyways,

well. those are the pictures taken before im enlisting!

1. 2months before enlist

2. 1 week before enlist

3. 2 days before enlist

4. thats jorge and my youngest bro

5. yours truly.

im so going to miss everyone. im feeling super anxious. yet at the same time i know i cant escape.

i really hope i'll cope and adapt as soon as i can.

because i need to.

like i said. i hope my friends in NS are fun loving.

=]

and i'll miss you ppl out there.

you know who you ppl are.

after st.james,

walking home was like probably most lonely walk in my life.

the next chapter.

i cant believe what i did this past few weeks.

the denials im going through.

and i've decided.

missing in action will be a good answer.

and i'll just sleep around.

yet, i've not make my specs.

and i've not enjoyed enough.

bless me.

i've not packed my bags.

can anyone help me do it pls.

a new chapter is going to open for myself.

DARN IT.

why must NS be compulsory.

FUNNEH.

GX, PLS GET THE BOOK SOON.

then can lend it to me. *winks.

hahaha.

im confused on what im doing now.

let me straighten out my thoughts.

i really dont wanna be selfish.

how?

GOD.

my hair is off either on friday or saturday.

lets see my mood k.

=]

for now,

i love you ppl.

friends come and go.

do i need a reason to keep you?

i rather walk away if its not even worth it.

i rather keep in silence what i feel.

p/s: i've cut my hair and THANKS  MELISA.

=]

p/s/s: its not BOTAK. =]

love my friends loads.

damn! im left with 2 weeks to my enlistment.

and i seriously wanna watch 4bia. =]

those who have not watched! pls pls ask  me along.

majority of those who have watched said that its nice.

even qingxiang says so.

i wanna watch. but i think i'll be hugging the next person who watches with me.

its alright right? who arent afraid of ghost? other than jarrod la.

since he dont believe any exists anyway.

k. NEXT.

worked for COMEX.

sales isnt that good.

though i wasted like 4days of my life before NS.

but i spend it with jiawei.

and after the shows, with garry and co.

i know i'll miss this kind of life.

i'll miss my friends.

i'll miss my freedom.

but i know smth is missing.

i dont wanna be selfish.

yet i wanna fight for my happiness.

though i need to sacrifice.

k. NEXT.

NS life is going to be boring i think.

i hope things get better if it does.

im not good with boring ppl.

i'll just die there and rot.

HELP ME PLS.

i need my daily dosage of laughters.

and and and.

fasting period just started.

and im blogging before eating.

wow. how wonderful.

and thanks to kingone for the milk tea. =]

dreading for the days to come.

but thanks to all my friends.

especially to those who i hang out often with.