i've been very busy with school.
i bet some of you are thinking what happen to squash right?
well, im taking a time off after the competition.
now, im very busy with my school society and of course my course option.
rahhh! alot of things mann.
but, this is one way i can make myself busy and not think of other stuff.
been through so much.
i've decided to let nature move its own way.
i've told you how much you meant to me.
i laughed at myself.
how silly i was.
i open up so many doors at one go.
and decided to take one of the "many" closing my eyes.
my advisor told me before,
if you have no goals,
why worry which road you'll take?
i look in the mirror.
thats the person who doesnt know what he wants.
but, im leading a simple life now,
with lusts and jealousy.
rahh. how ironic.
but i can tell you this,
memories stays and you hold a special place in my heart.
project has taken a big toll on me.
i must club soon.
i NEED it. haha.
i've not DOTA for so long.
i NEED it too.
i miss it when the computer says,
FIRST BLOOD!!
i want to DOTA with jasmine and co.
and start killing ppl. (:
i know we are noobs.
but we can kill! correct,jas? (:
i look at myself.
i've changed.
i laugh for no reasons.
i looked at kranji, my mind wanders.
i eat alot. IM NOT PREGNANT.
maybe,
im lovestoned.
maybe. maybe. maybe.
i miss squashing like ALOT.
:(
and of course,
i love my family to bits and pieces.
ok. i admit, that was RANDOM.
i want to go out with you soon.
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look me in the eye,
and tell me i meant nothing to you.
IM A HARDCORE SQUASHER.
-dont mess with me pls.
loves!
.afizzul
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