i skinned my knee.

been a long while since i've updated.
rahh! tell me about it.

life's getting mundane.

monday, sentosa day with daven and melissa.
laughed our ass off and looked at the amount of food we bought at giant.
rahh. total madness.

tuesday,
had my trials.
rahhh! (:
isacc vs me was hardcore.
like DAMN!

hmm.
clubbed on friday with the usual suspect.
and it was fun!
(:

saturday,
trials plus june's bdae and i DOTA-ed with jasmine!
darn fun! (:

and today,
here i am staying at home getting my rest. (:

and tmr,
SCHOOL STARTS!

lol.

im looking forward to the next weekend.

iwishedicanjustlaybesideyou.
lookintoyoureye.
smileandtellingyou,
howmuchyoumeanttome.

Labels: one week gone.

went cycling with alvin and it was hardcore!
it was very very fun.
(:
thanks.

and my mind is at peace for now.
atleast.
(:

im tired.

never live in denial.

Labels: cycling was indeed hardcore.

my cousin from malaysia reached my hse on friday.
lol
lameness totally.

today went for training.
(:
its very fun driving with coach. (:

hmm.
quarrelled with daddy.
cant be bothered.

night time arrives,
and im out to party! (:
meet up with my friends.
it rained like mad.
and i danced like mad.
rahhh! i just want to have a clear mind.

it was a hot and lean night.
and it felt good.

took a cab with my dear friend and co. (:
thanks louis.

cycling soon i reckon.
ALVIN YAP!
faster. (:
time for exploration eh!
*smiles.

haha.
nigel, i think im lacking of vitamin L too. :(

Labels: clubbing was the correct way.

its friday!
and im home!
how perfect! (:

pls do read inbetween the lines! rahhhh!!!

went for training yesterday.
not that bad.
suppose to catch a movie with louie.

but in the end, i was slacking my ass off at home.

if i asked you,
would you watch a movie with me?

life's getting mundane.
im getting numb.
im starting to feel empty once again.
im lost. and there's no one to guide me.
im physically and mentally drained.

beneath my smile, meant so much.
i miss you.

Labels: beneath everything.

i miss you badly. like TOTALLY.

im shouting your name.
night and day.

your name revolves ard me.
and all i could do is smile and wonder.

Labels: sex was in the cravings.

let me continue with saturday.

HA.
met kel.
and off we went to SGCC.
slacked like crazy.
played with JJC students.
then lost my match.
and we waited like mad for kel's opponent.
and in the end its a walkover.
fuck that bitch. LOL.
off to town.
ate.
send kel to bus stop.
meet up with kanny.
but movie tickets for "Men In White"
show is at 1.20am.
slacked ard.
show was kinda lame and stupid.
dont watch unless you got nth better to watch.
i was super tired by then.

im having flu and cough thanks to you.
went home.
reached ard 4am.
slept at 5am.

10.45am!
nigel called and asked me out.
and i was having less than 5hours of slp.
talked on the phone to nearly 2hours.
then had another hour slp and off i went to meet him.

laughed and laughed.
ate.
slacked.
bought his poster.
then off to his hse.
borrowed his pants for the graduation ceremony.
thanks bro! (:

monday and tuesday,
are hardcore.

monday, after so deprived of slp,
i reached home at ard 5.30pm.
i slept all the way till today morning 4am.
monday's ushering was tiring.
first day and we usher like 189 VIPS.
beat that!
and giant was there! LOL.

tuesday,
was tiring. but i had my slp.
reported at 7.30am and ended at 6.30pm.
tell me thats hardcore.
giant giant giant!
i laughed and laughed.
thanks.
cam-whored once again la.
went to have dinner with joanna.

and here i am blogging.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALVIN! (:

...after what happened, i feel like you are avoiding me.
if i knew it would turn out this way, i wouldnt want anything to happen.

Labels: my hardcore days are back.

yesterday was super fun.
im the student leader for the graduation ceremony. (:
went to sch because nigel was already in sch and claiming that
i asked him to come early. -.-
met him for awhile and off i went to meet bitch and slut. (:

studied.
met melvin.

and off for the graduation ceremony meeting.

then studied again.
and off to battle my last paper.

and after the paper was the fun part!
decided to club. (:

met joanna at douby ghaut.
then off we went.

met addy and ernest and company. (:
fun and laughters filled my night.

then daven came.
and off to the dance floor! (:

it was duper hot!
joanna danced.
i danced.
and daven "danced".

know a new friend.
(:
haha. (:

then after that went to wyatt's hse ard 2.30am
and it was fun. (:

and slept till like 10am.
then nigel called. (:

haha. sorry bro.
and today is the match!
and i nvr practice at all.
DIE. lol.
i suppose to practice today but i was at wyatt's hse instead.

and wyatt's room is very cozy ok!
HAHA.

meeting kel at 3pm.
and im cooking myself lunch while blogging.
(:

time to squash hard.

clubbing night yesterday was hardcore fun. (:
more to come pls!

you were sweet. (:
YOU. WERE. SWEET. (:

Labels: sex was in the cravings.

you know,
i cant remember the last time we kissed
because i never thought it would be our last.

suppose to meet up with melvin.
and i was late.
haha.
got our blazer.
off he went. while i stayed and studied alone.
cut hair. met daven.
and now at home studying.
tmr's my last paper and on saturday,
my squash match. -.-

either clubbing or slacking tmr.
(:

but i still think of you.

Labels: graduation comes.

i miss you.
i miss you.
i miss you.
i miss you.

i miss you.
i miss you.
i miss you.

i miss you.
i miss you.
i miss you.
i miss you.
i miss you.

i miss you.
i miss you.

it spells your name.
and i really do.
i still got no balls.
im sorry. :(

Labels: i miss you.

sunday night was pure laughters.
talked to nigel till 3am. (:
thanks for the entertainment. (:

monday was alright.
went to sch to study.
although i swear i TRIED.
LOL.

today's paper was fucked up.
i swear i hate BIO.
nabei.

going cycling with alvin SOON!!
(:
time for exploration.

enough of smiles.

MY CONDOLENCES TO QING XIANG AND FAMILY.
be strong. and if you need anything, just gimme a call.

his mum just passed away.
take care alrights, bro.
life is super unpredictable.

Labels: stressed.

saturday was a bore.
sunday was the same.

sorry to nigel.
thanks for entertaining me.
fucked up life.

i felt empty once again.
yesterday, i read my inbox.
your name still in it.

i wished for true love,
and the gods secretly granted you to me.
but i failed to see that you were the answer to my prayers.
some people prayed for their entire life,
and their wish was never granted.
for me, i had my wish granted, but i lost it…
you were everything i could ever wish for.

the times i had with you were the happiest of my life.
im sorry for what i've done.
and i regret losing you.
:(

Labels: lastest release.

it was the day that we dread for.
shocked to see that daven has reached school first.

and for once, the three of us were early.

(:

HAHAHA.

SP Review was KNS.
like totally.
lecturers ask us stupid questions la.
nabei.

rahhhh.
after that had our breakfast and the thought of going to the ktv just blew in.
return to our project room and other than being emo,
we were still deciding on what to do.
then we were slacking and slacking.

then the question came out again,
are were going ktv not?

LOL.
there we slacked again.
then i was talking to nigel.

nigel was darn lame.
nevertheless,
it was fun having friends like him to entertain me.
(:

then the question came again,
are we going to watch movie?
LOL.
after some time,
we slacked in our room till 4.30pm

and laughed my ass off while talking to nigel.
and soon we were playing some logic games introduced by nigel's friend.

then after that,
had our movie screening.

the event was alright la.
(:

thanks to hoe yong for the vcd and for the support.
crystal came too. (: thanks.

seeing you online yesterday,shocked me.
my heart just ached. :(
im just here without you.

after the movie screening,
alvin drove! (:
thanks! thanks! thanks! (:
tell me there is more car riding for me! (:

home i went and bathe.
i was exhausted.
talked to nigel and kelvin.
wyatt was out.
in the end went offline and smsed nigel instead.
squash challenge on the way! (:

nigel. be ready. (:

Labels: it all about projects and events.

vesak day.
and its raining here.
tmr is the Panel Review on our projects.

suddenly,
i felt like going out.
but the sound of the thunder,
is keeping me home.

hopefully you are alright over at the other country.

for now,
let me mug.
which i beg to differ because im not absorbing anything like always.

be without you.

Labels: vesak day boredome.