does it?
i gave up on love last year. after HER.
YOU made me feel love again. (:
maybe feeling INSECURE was normal.
at least thats what i thought.
life was already mundane before YOU entered.
maybe LOVE was suppose to hurt.
things that YOU say do scare me sometimes.
i think i think too much and have little faith in you.
but what im scared of is what i think will happen on of the days.
it nvr occured to me before to have my other have to cheat on me before.
i was talking to one of my lesbian friend.
this is the scenario she gave me,
lets have A and B.
A is the butch.
and B is the chio girl.
A asked B, "will you cheat me behind my back?"
B replied, "i know you wont because you can control yourself, but i think
i cant control myself"
A replied, "then whats the point of continuing?"
long pause.
arkward situation.
is it because B doesnt love A as much already?
its not fair when A can control herself while B cant?
the feeling in A was painful.
was reading my friends blog,
and this is what HE wrote,
Today, I want to talk about the inherently vulgar four-letter word which can make or break all the lonely souls out there: l-o-v-e. Yes, it's the time of the year again when foolish people fall in love and get their hearts broken, be it by someone new or by someone they'd least expect. Forget all the "power of love" and the "love will keep us together"; it's all bullshit.
Here's what love really is. It's physical attraction with a dash of lust, a pinch of blindness, stirred within a concoction of confusion and never-ending doubts. That's love. And that's why love is very dangerous. Take it the right way and you'll live long enough to feel the pleasures it can bring; Take it the wrong way and you're on a one way trip to your personal hell.
today went out with deon after he finshed sch.
went to buy his crumpler bag.
ate fish and co.
and off home we went.
(:
and we were cam-whoring in the train can?
lol. like what joanna and daven say, im a WHORE.
ahahahahahaha.
thanks to joanna and daven to be my pillar of support for me.
i really appreciated it.
especially to daven who hear me talk my hearts out.
thanks alot. (:
