this is going to be a summary about everything up to date.
haha. it does sound like some report writing.
but. hey! i dont write anymore report for now.
time has flied and feelings still stay the same as for now.
i've seen my friends enlisted to army already.
mr chua zheng jiang, SOON you will go too.
IM SO GOING TO BE LONELY. rawr!
i've been training squash. HARDCORE!
i've improved as they say.
im happy with myself.
thanks alot to luke and daryl.
time to rearrange my commitments.
i've noticed that i take up all of these "commitments" to think less other than to
"upgrade" myself.
life suddenly became too selfish to me.
been wanting to see you.
yet. i didnt have the chance to.
its so obvious.
its either you are plain dumb or ...
DUMB. LOL.
i wanted to be contented.
but not for now.
oh ya. i've changed my specs.
after the long awaited time.
the total cost of the specs,
$509.
tell me its expensive, YES IT FREAKING IS.
its the brand OAKLEY.
and before i get this specs, i had ordered another one.
but when it came out, the lens was super thick la.
super UGLY. so i went back and told them that i was unhappy.
then they let me reselect the frame.
show you all the pics.
that day when i got my new oakley specs, i was freaking happy.
now.
i realised how fortunate i have my parents.
understanding. and fulfiling their duties.
i love my mum alot.
and of course my dad.
i still remember during the secondary sch time.
i some sort of quarrelled with them.
then i shout straight at their face that friends are more important.
now. i KNOW.
anything that happened to me,
my parents are always there for me.
where are my friends? i also dunno.
i seriously hate my friends who hops around.
one thing i dont like is to be preached by ppl.
leadership is a quality that have to be polished for years.
i have been leader for ard 6 years already.
so if you are a pioneer in leadership, nvr preach me.
that will be greatly appreciated.
both of us handle things differently.
i think, you are the one who is not there yet.
friday came and go.
and i didnt get to see you.
why? blame on my ignorance.
saturday and sunday,
stayed at home and watched tv and catched up on my slp.
i hated myself at one moment. and decided.
let nature take its course.
if its not meant to be, then so be it. ((:
ONCE A LEADER, ALWAYS A LEADER.
-follow my step, i'll lead you there. - 
my super thick lens.
although its transition la.
UGLY.
