Accidentally On Purpose.
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
ok. i've lost someone.
my grandpa died yesterday. (my mum's side)
now. i got no more grandpa to talk to or take kaire of.


i was still in a daze when it all happened.
i was still asleep when my second brother snapped me back into reality
from my "lala" land.
my dad asked me to see whether its true that my grandpa has left.
i held his hand. it was cold. he was gone.
i started to clear my room.
[ *fyi : my grandpa slps in my actual room. ]
my mum came out, she asked whether my grandpa had left.
i just shook my head. she cried. and i cant stand my tears any longer.


not long ago, my grandpa fell. hit his head pretty badly and my room was filled with blood.
lucky enough for him, i just got home after not going for my squash training.
he was sent to the hospital immediately.
after he got back, he had no more strength to even stand up and move on his own.
he doesnt want to eat except drinking.


the only person who was beside him when he left was my dad.
my dad told us that my grandpa cried before he left.


after he was buried and everything, went out to study.
met up with daven and joanna. thanks to them for being there for me.
appreciate it.
met up with louie after that. studied with him.
louie, realli thanks alot hor. ((:


as fer to today.
had my common test which is dcnt.
then me, daven and joanna went to had sakae sushi at heerens.
then we went shopping ard.
daven bought a fcuk shirt. darn nice la. ((:


thanks to all who gave concern about me.
thanks alot.

oh hello stranger
de-ni-al [di-nahy-uhl]
noun.
1. refusal to recognize or acknowledge
2. an assertion that something said or believed
3. sacrifice of one's own wants or needs; self-denial.
4. disclaimer
5. me.

need i say more
I love to party! =D
Im currently serving the nation.
and i hate people who "chao-keng"
either i fuck you or you fuck me.
either way, i'll benefit.
bye.

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