been hanging out with louis lately.
been a long time.
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went to play squash with louis.
it was darn fun kaes.
den off to town.
ate to our fill with KFC.
then off to the ARCADES in town.
thats our routine la.
lastest update about me is that
im taking part in
DRAGONBOAT REGETTA.
and of course representing,
OUTWARD BOUNDERS.
louie been opening up to me.
me myself did.
suddenly im thinking bout the past.
the fun and the laughter i had.
the times i spend that time with that person.
how i wished i could turn back time and
tell that person how much i loved and liked the person.
how i wished i could just stop the time when
i was at the person's hse and be by the person's side
for eternity.
its like a pain that i just covered with my stress.
one moment u said you liked me.
the next moment you left me.
just as i expected it.
but i realli wanna noe y u wanna take the risk.
the risk has its consequences.
you knoe i wun reject it.
the conquences has hurt me lots.
yet making me a better person.
the bad part is that u didnt contact me already.
plus, i just assumed you were bz.
i rather have u not sayin you liked me.
den losing you COMPLETELY.
my msn keep giving me problems.
so i wanna say to those whu are reading my blog.
if u cant contact me in msn.
just give me a buzz or sms me kaes.
im legally 18.
but whats the big deal bout it.
i realli thought thru it.
im just a yr closer to my death.
lols. okok. im just being sacarstic.
been wanting to club.
but i havent found the mood.
plus, $$ is an important factor when u club.
wahahha. see. i thought it thru.
i realli wanna SQUASH like mad.
i wanna get into the IVP team.
i want to get hold of a new racquet.
so many things suddenly appeared infront of me.
yet i thought, i'll die with no regrets last time.
i wanted to say i like you.
but whats the point when u like another person.
i dun wan to be a third party.
things have changed fer me.
my LIFE.
when is the last time i praised sumone?
when is the last time i said i love you to my parents?
when is the last time i cooked for the family?
when is the last time i spend time with my family?
when is the last time i really laughed?
when is the last time i spend time with the person i love?
when is the last time i said im hot?
when is the last time i said im good at this?
when is the last time i fell in love?
when is the last time i sang a malay song?
when is the last time i prayed?
when is the last time i cried?
when is the last time i went for a japanese exchange programe?
when is the last time i did my duty?
when is the last time i hang out with my juniors?
when is the last time my juniors asked me out?
when is the last time i planned sumthing?
when is the last time i called that sumone?
when is the last time im worried over something major?
when is the last time i touched the a musical intrument?
when is the last time i slept at ty friend's hse?
when is the last time i think about my future?
when is the last time i changed my ambitions?
when is the last time i cared?
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the list goes on.
there are realli lots of things not completed.
im just looking things in a different manner.
i came across a blog.
suddenly i wondered too.
which category my friends fall under.
1)Friends who stick by you through thick or thin.
2)Friends who look for you only when they are in need.
3)Friends who want company when they are lonely.
4)Friends who you know you will have a fruitful frnship till eternity.
hhaa.
i realised sumthing.
I MISS GUNUNG STONG.
haha.
i still remember the person's sms.
"wanting me to return back safely in one piece"
haiz. im feel agitated yet sad at the same time.
everytime i listened to
"Amazed" or "Yi Qian Nian Yi Hou"
it reminds me of U.
for those whu have been frequently coming to
my blog to read,
sorry if i take a long time to update yea?
lols. i noticed after i updated the entry about the
sec1 camp, my readers seems to be coming back.
haha. seems to think that i'll update requently,
but im super sorry.
i'll only update when i feel like it or when i have free time.
im goin to squash training later.
at last im meeting clifton.
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heh. dunnoe y that JASMINE nvr email me lei.
oohh ya. i found out whu pranked called me already.
CALVIN and WEILI.
lols. using KAIWEN's HP.
u think its funni.
haha.
hmmm. NIGEL CHUA.
well. i better get goin.
need to be in sch by 12.30pm.
i'll update more soon.
take kaire peeps.